EVAN AND HIS STUPITED GAMES

[shldhavbenblond]

I MISS EVAN SOOOOOOO MUCH!!! I THINK HE'S MAD AT ME BECAUSE I KEEP CALLING TO DO STUFF LIKE GOING TO THE PRIDE GAME AND OUT TO DINNER, I MISS HIM BUT EVERYTIME I WANNA SAY THAT I GET SCARED OF WHAT HE WILL SAY AND WHO HE WILL TELL. I ALWAYS TELL HIM I DONT LIKE HIM AS MORE THEN A FRIEND BUT I DO I LIKE HIM ALOT BUT I CANT FIND THE COURAGE TO TELL HIM THAT!!!! I WANT HIM TO BE MY BOYFRIEND REALLY BAD BUT I KNOW THAT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN BECAUSE HE DOSN'T LIKE ME THAT WAY... IN FACT I DONT THINK HE LIKES ME AT ALL... HE LIKES HOLLY AND IT PISSES ME OFF BECAUSE I KNOW THAT HE CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER THAN HER SHE A FAKE SHE ACTS DIFFRENT A ROUND DIFFRENT POEPLE AND IT PISSES ME OFF THAT EVAN DOSN'T LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TELL HIM THAT.

STORY:
WHEN HE WENT A WAY FOR POLICE CAMP BECAUSE HE TRAINING TO BE A POLICE MAN AND HE TOLD HER NOT TO GET A BOYFRIEND WHEN HE WAS AWAY AND SHE DID AND I TOLD HIM THAT BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE SHOULD KNOW AND HE DIDN;T BELIVE ME AND THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF BECAUSE I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS.. AND FRIEND LISTEN TO WHAT THERE FRIENDS TELL THEM.. HE ASKED HER IF IT WAS TRUE THROWING ME UNDER THE BUS -BECAUSE I WASN'T SUPOSTED TO TELL HIM ABOUT IT AND THEN TOOK HER SIDE!!!!! HE WONT ANWSER HIS PHONE FOR ME ANYMORE AND I REALLY WANNA TALK TO HIM!!!! EVERYTIME I CALL HIM AND HE DECIDES TO ANWSER HE ANWSERS "WHAT THE HELL DO U WANT NOW" OR "IM BUSY" I KNOW THAT IM PROBALY NOT HIS FAVORITE PERSON RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I SUPOSSIVLEY LIED TO HIM BUT SHE DOSN'T HAVE TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT!!!! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I NEED A BOYFRIEND -SOMEONE TO SHARE SPECIAL TIMES WITH AND MAKE MEMORIES I HAVE A LOT OF GOOD FRIEND BUT I NEED A BOYFRIEND IT WILL BE ALOT DIFFRENT... WELL GO TO GET OFFLINE BE BACK ON SOON