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Well I havent posted anything in forever so I had some free moments between chaos at work so I decided this would be the perfect time to tell you guys that nothing new except the same old things have been going on.
Me and Wes have been fighting for the last couple of days about the unmentionable big surprise. Things were alot worse then they have ever been. I admit I didnt go about it the right way but the information that was found was awful and it crushed my whole world. I sat at work crying at my desk for a long time. Sean was being the nice guy that he is (Shauna you are a lucky women) So he talked to me and calmed me down some so that I didnt go crazy just sitting here thinking about it. But of course that didnt prove to be good for him. Wes and Sean ended up getting into a fight over it. Im sorry you guys. But today at work things calmed down between the two of them it seems on the surface. What really happened on their ride to the store I dont know. But I hope that things have cleared the air a little bit.
I dont really know how things are between me and Wes things seem ok now even though is way more upset then I think he should be. My end of it was alot harder of a blow to the emotions then his side. I dont know what to think I just wish I had done something about it before while the unmentionable was here. Then things wouldnt be this far. But there really isnt anything I can do except either be mad and just end the whole marriage all together, or just get through it. I dont know what it will take to get through it but I love him to much not to try. I just feel like I am all alone right now. I feel that all he cares about is her. He always stands by her and does everything he can for her. I understand wanting to help your friends but I dont consider people who try to repeatedly ruin your marriage people that I would be friends with. I know all of this happened only because she wants to blame me for what happened to her life. Which yes me telling the truth and protecting her kids is just what I felt was right and if that ruined her life because she chose to run from the government that is not in any way shape or form my fault. Am I right or am I just crazy? I dont know but that is a whole other store and a road I do not want to head down again. I just want to move past all of her drama and get on with my life. Hopefully with Wes by my side.
On a note that happened well before all this drama happened Tammy is helping us get the house down the street it is great. It is one of the handful of houses that we both have liked immediately. That happened less than a handful of times actually.
It is a really good deal for the size location and all of that. So we have been trying hard to get it.
Ok well I guess that is all for now.
Me and Wes have been fighting for the last couple of days about the unmentionable big surprise. Things were alot worse then they have ever been. I admit I didnt go about it the right way but the information that was found was awful and it crushed my whole world. I sat at work crying at my desk for a long time. Sean was being the nice guy that he is (Shauna you are a lucky women) So he talked to me and calmed me down some so that I didnt go crazy just sitting here thinking about it. But of course that didnt prove to be good for him. Wes and Sean ended up getting into a fight over it. Im sorry you guys. But today at work things calmed down between the two of them it seems on the surface. What really happened on their ride to the store I dont know. But I hope that things have cleared the air a little bit.
I dont really know how things are between me and Wes things seem ok now even though is way more upset then I think he should be. My end of it was alot harder of a blow to the emotions then his side. I dont know what to think I just wish I had done something about it before while the unmentionable was here. Then things wouldnt be this far. But there really isnt anything I can do except either be mad and just end the whole marriage all together, or just get through it. I dont know what it will take to get through it but I love him to much not to try. I just feel like I am all alone right now. I feel that all he cares about is her. He always stands by her and does everything he can for her. I understand wanting to help your friends but I dont consider people who try to repeatedly ruin your marriage people that I would be friends with. I know all of this happened only because she wants to blame me for what happened to her life. Which yes me telling the truth and protecting her kids is just what I felt was right and if that ruined her life because she chose to run from the government that is not in any way shape or form my fault. Am I right or am I just crazy? I dont know but that is a whole other store and a road I do not want to head down again. I just want to move past all of her drama and get on with my life. Hopefully with Wes by my side.
On a note that happened well before all this drama happened Tammy is helping us get the house down the street it is great. It is one of the handful of houses that we both have liked immediately. That happened less than a handful of times actually.
It is a really good deal for the size location and all of that. So we have been trying hard to get it.
Ok well I guess that is all for now.