i've seen better days...

Nov 04, 2004 00:45

today sucks

not being with my girlfriend sucks

having to wait three more weeks to see her again sucks

having to watch her leave again after that for three more weeks sucks

not being able to handle this well anymore sucks

being depressed sucks

the fact that the phone i got her to be able to send pics and videos to each other to make things easier seems to be having issues sucks

missing her so much it hurts sucks

holding tears back all day long sucks

stuggling to keep it together sucks

having to wait sucks...

but its worth it because...

every minute with her is bliss

she makes me laugh like no one can

the way she looks at me makes me swoon

the way she kisses me gives me goosebumps

when i hold her in my arms everything feels right and perfect

the love we have for eachother is more intense than anything i've ever felt before

the way she makes me feel complete

but right now i'm broken...and will be until i can hold her in my arms again

having to wait sucks...

but i'll make it.
I Love You Becca. and i love my cd. it made me cry, in a good way.
i need you so bad baby. i hate this. i want to go to sleep right now and wake up in three weeks.
i know i'm supposed to be the strong one for us. i'm sorry. i need your help. i need you to help make me strong again.
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