Nov 04, 2004 00:45
today sucks
not being with my girlfriend sucks
having to wait three more weeks to see her again sucks
having to watch her leave again after that for three more weeks sucks
not being able to handle this well anymore sucks
being depressed sucks
the fact that the phone i got her to be able to send pics and videos to each other to make things easier seems to be having issues sucks
missing her so much it hurts sucks
holding tears back all day long sucks
stuggling to keep it together sucks
having to wait sucks...
but its worth it because...
every minute with her is bliss
she makes me laugh like no one can
the way she looks at me makes me swoon
the way she kisses me gives me goosebumps
when i hold her in my arms everything feels right and perfect
the love we have for eachother is more intense than anything i've ever felt before
the way she makes me feel complete
but right now i'm broken...and will be until i can hold her in my arms again
having to wait sucks...
but i'll make it.
I Love You Becca. and i love my cd. it made me cry, in a good way.
i need you so bad baby. i hate this. i want to go to sleep right now and wake up in three weeks.
i know i'm supposed to be the strong one for us. i'm sorry. i need your help. i need you to help make me strong again.