I feel Bad for what is about to transpire, truly.

Apr 24, 2005 22:25

I honestly can say I feel bad about this. But it's time to cut loose ends. I can't win 'em all.

If this offends anyone, or pissed some people off then I'm sorry. Or wait...No fuck you. Seriously. This is what I call the "Fuck You" Post.

Sure, I've written many an entry with the words "Fuck You" in them, but not like this. I thought about this while I was taking a shit, because thats where I do all my best thinking, and where Albert Einstein thought up his theory on Relativity. He told me, that's how I fucking know.

So, where to begin?

AH!



So, who makes the list? (I was told by Herbert Hoover that the American teenager loooooves countdowns to things(I.E TRL and top 10 videos and what not)

Number 5 on my List:
Lauren


Sorry, Couldn't find a better pic. I only have the EHS Drams website as refrence for some photos.

So, why are you on my list? Well, lets think about it. It should be as obvious as Elton John is an ass pirate. You hit me constantly. Unwarrented I might add. I do say some inane things that piss you off, oh well. Deal with it. You don't know how much it pains me when you hit me. Not because it hurts me, but because everytime you do, I want to hurt you. Very bad. I don't though, because I can't. You are a girl, and there is this thing about me not hitting girls. So I don't. But stop.

Seriously. It ain't cool. It's not funny, and everytime you do it, it makes it harder for me to keep my rules in check. I can't hold back forever, I am human you see. I break. I'm not saying I would hit you. I'm saying that I might go off in a rage. What kind? The one where I yell and scream and throw objects nearby at walls and use every last bit of restraint in my body to hold back the urge to break your body in half. It's not a pretty thought, but it's what goes off in my head. I have excellent control. I say people are lucky, not that I'm some kind of badass ass kicking machine. Because I am not. But because rage sucks, and people in rage do stupid things in general.

So in conslusion, I think we'll be cool with each other as long as you no longer attack me. :)

We don't need me in this mode:

Number 4:

Laura K.



This one, this one hurts. Because for a while we were cool with each other. For like nearly 3 years. Even a month ago. But what the HELL happend? My god. Did some one go "OK FUCK ALEX, HE'S A MORON, AND SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE SO" In the recent weeks, you have ignored me. Online and on the phone. I don't call you very often, a grand total of 6 times this year. I used to talk to you alot online. We went to the movies and bolwing a few times. We were "friends" maybe? I thought that's what we were.

Then, all of the sudden.

Nothing. It's like you don't even know me. I see you at school and say hi, and you look at me with a face of agitation. You respond and say hello back, but that's it. I have a 6th sense, that being a sense of when people don't want me around. I get that from you recently. I ask you numerous times, are you angered at me? Is there something wrong? "No." Ok, fine. So I see you this last weekend at the show. I go in the light booth, where I have gone numerous times. During all plays. I'm welcome there. Or so I thought. I go to see the show from the light booth, and I hear, "What are you doing here? Leave now." J.J says something insulting, which I expect from him...but Laura? I see Amanda sitting there, but she's allowed in there? And now Jasmine can go in as she pleases?(nothing against you, even though you acted bitchy to me today, and nice to others when you were in a bad mood) It's cause your BFF...or some stupid shit.

I can understand you not wanting me there though. Because you don't want anything to do with me. You don't want to be my friend. And that's all I ever wanted from you. It sounds dumb, but I'm that kind of person who needs people to like him. I can't stand being ignored or hated. ....Or at least I did. Like I said, I do feel bad about this.

It funny how people complain about "stupid drama" in high school. What peoeple don't realize is that they create it themselves.

i have the top 3 comming. Im too tired to post it now. But don't worry. It'll be here. You can bet your ass it will be.

Again, we be burnin not concernin what nobody wanna say
We be earnin dollars turning cau we mind deh pon we pay
Some got gold and all dem diamonds all we got is Mary J
Legalize it, time you recognize it
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