Apr 01, 2005 21:15
youu gott LET GO when your hurting too much
youu gotta GIVE UP when love isn`t enough
youu gotta MOVE ON when things aren`t like before
because HOPEFULLY there`s someone out there someone who loves you more
best friends are the fairy takes of life
they have been there since once upon a time
and will stay there until forever after.
Love is looking into his eyes, and forgetting about the world around you,
it`s feeling his kiss hours after he`s gone,
it`s seeing perfection when he`s standing beside you,
& realizing every moment he`s not with you, is too long.
Why do they say that time
will heal this broken heart?
They would know it isnt true
if they lost someone like you
for him, i would smile whenever he is happy,
kiss him if he`s sad, try to be the perfect girl
& calm him when he`s mad, hold his hand
to make him strong, say he`s right even
when i know he's wrong
later when they ask her what happened
she'll lie. she'll say she never loved him,
that it was all a lie .. a 2 week crush that
never got past scribbling his name on the
back of her math book. but she always
mixes a little bit of truth into it. she
exists outside of love in all of the space
that those 4 tiny letters can't fill ..where
the people you can't live without are the
ones who will save you, or kill you, or both.
wat if the person you secretly love
tells you _ that he has already found
THAT SPECiAl S0ME0NE
that he wants to spend forever with
would you be brave enough to ask?
or bear the pain inside ; N0T knowin
' it was you after all '
He's so perfect
With is deep eyes
And if I look at him
I might as well be told a thousand lies
Because he looks so innocent
Just standing there
But then he turns to me
And I just stare
I hate how I miss
How everything was
How he just got up
And left because
My heart isn`t flawless
But neither are you
When a heart is breaking
What can you do?
Sometimes life is so perfect isn't it? It has to be, to make up for all the hard stuff it throws your way. You have to learn to walk, you have to learn to talk, you have to wear that totally ridiculous hat your grandma bought you. You have no say in the matter. And when you're a little older, even though you get to choose your hats, you don't get to choose what they put in those meatballs at the cafeteria ... Or when to fall in love. Things happen, and you just have to deal
maybe your just too scared
to know that someone might
actually want to be with you
everyone keeps telling me
to just get over you & move on
but they obviously don’t understand
just how hard i`ve already tried.
i`m scared i`m gonna end up alone
i`m scared that i`m always gonna
be someone`s friend or confidant
but never quite someone`s everything
mostly i`m scared i`m never gonna
meet a guy that I love as much as
i love youu & that`s the truth
Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night somethin special went on
It musta been the first kiss
You told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears, I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that always made things right
I promise you this though, you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a lil different
So let's just kiss and say good-bye
Cuz I really can't stand the pain of seeing you cry tonite
I gave you my heart
you broke it in two
but I knew from the start
I was meant for youu
so why aren`t we together?
I don`t understand
I will love youu forever
just take my hand
let`s work this out
it`ll be ok
I know without a doubt
I need youu today &
forever more
I just want things to be like
BEFORE.
I wanted to tell him that I would never be sorry for loving him.
That in a way I still do- that maybe I will always do.
I'll never regret one single thing we did together because what we had was special. Maybe if we were ten years older it would have worked out differently. Maybe, I think, it's just that I’m not ready for forever
it`s like once you`ve been hurt
you`re so scared to get attached
again’ youu have this fear that
every person youu start to fall for
is gonna break your heart.
TRUE FRiENDSHiP.
WHEN YOU`RE SAD, I`LL GET DRUNK
& HELP YOUU PLOT REVENGE ON THE
ASSHOLE WHO UPSET YOUU
WHEN YOU TRIP, I`LL LAUGH
& ASK “WALK MUCH?” &
WHEN YOU`RE C0NFUSED I`LL USE LITTLE WORDS
TO EXPLAIN IT TO YOUR DUMBASS
It`s so hard to say I love you and draw back the tears. It`s so
hard that you`re not here to help me face my fears. It`s so
hard to know the phone is right there and I can`t hear your
voice. It`s so hard to see you laughing when I`m crying deep
inside. It`s so hard to find feelings and have to make them
hide. It`s so hard to live without you when I need you more
each day. I wanna scream how much I love you but hold
back because I won`t be heard. It`s so hard to sleep at
night when I can`t dream of you. It`s so hard to think you
might fall in love with someone new. It`s so hard to not
start crying when you`re favorite song comes on. It`s so
hard to sit down and wonder why you didn`t stop me when
i was going wrong. It`s just so hard to live without you
knowing that I`ll never love another person as much as
I love you.
there will always be that ONE SPECIAL BOY
that no matter what he does to youu or how bad
he hurts youu. youu can`t seem to let him go.
Through all the lies and sad good-byes. The things we hide, the tears we cried. Through odds and ends, we've been best friends. The times passed, the memories will last. Always remember, we'll be friends forever
The hardest part of being in a relationship is having the feeling that the guy you love more then life itself doesn`t care about you as much as you thought. You sit up every night and cry, worrying that it won’t last much longer. Yet, your doing everything you can to hold on to what you have and yet it doesn`t seem to be enough.
go around and just pretend, love is not for me
i play the cirus clown around my friends
make them laugh so they wont see
cause you`ll never let them see you sweat
don`t want them to think the pain runs deep
lord knows its killing me...
i go around with my head up like it ain`t no thang
and when the boys around with all my friends i`m into other things
cause you`ll never let them see you sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep
lord knows its killing me"
The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we`ve lived a thousand lives before this one .. and in each of them we`ve found each other