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I just turned down a softball scholarship to GPC.....was that a bad decision? My mom is starting to make me feel like it was. She doesnt want me to go away to school and wants me to have 2 years to "feel mre comfortable in my own skin" as she puts it. Its hurts knowing that she doesnt trust me. She says she is behind my decisions but it sure doesnt feel like it. She doesnt believe me when I say I want a life and I dont want to play softball 24/7 anymore. Is that wrong...to want to experience college and not the same thing I have experienced for the past 12 years of my life?
I need help...something must be seriously wrong with me...
I wish my asshole of a boyfriend was here..but of course he isnt. I want to see him. I want to feel his arms around me. I want him to kiss me and make me forget everything thats going on around me. I wish he wasnt working so i could at least call him. I miss him.
School is blah..as always. stacy and i left in the middle of first period to go to ChikFila and we almost got caught by like 4 teachers. It was so funny...the highlight of my day:) We took Elizabeths car and made it back just in time for second period..with 12 chicken biscuits and 6 drinks. We are amazing.
I need help...something must be seriously wrong with me...
I wish my asshole of a boyfriend was here..but of course he isnt. I want to see him. I want to feel his arms around me. I want him to kiss me and make me forget everything thats going on around me. I wish he wasnt working so i could at least call him. I miss him.
School is blah..as always. stacy and i left in the middle of first period to go to ChikFila and we almost got caught by like 4 teachers. It was so funny...the highlight of my day:) We took Elizabeths car and made it back just in time for second period..with 12 chicken biscuits and 6 drinks. We are amazing.