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So my wisdom teeth are getting too smart for my mouth guys.
I mean they're fucking EVERYTHING up in there and now there is so much pressure on the right side of my lower teeth that I get these horrible pains that hurt my right ear and the right side of my neck. It's HORRIBLE.
Shit something is always hurting me! I just need to die already!
hahaha My mom gave me some spray shit that numbs your mouth... My mouth is pretty paralyzed right about now. hahahahahahhaha I just don't do good with drugs. The other day I took 3 tylenol, then two hours later 3 Motrin, then 4 hours later 2 Advil.. Then one big pain reliever..
Long story short, I didn't wake up the next day. My parents were freaking out! I guess I was pretty drugged but you know what.. NO PAIN!!!!!!!
I found my costume today, it's cute, I'm gonna be a fire fighter. lmao, it's not as lame as it sounds. I like the way I look in it, I guess that's the most important part.
So, Oscar and I.. he calls me and texts me everyday, just asking whats up. We kind of had a serious conversation the other day.. he basically told me he really cared about me and enjoys laughing and talking to me. I feel like you can feel that way for anyone you know? The feelings are definitely not mutual. I don't know exactly who Fernanda is to him or if she is even significant but I do know she's there. It actually doesn't bother me. I wish that if he was talking to her or interested in her, he'd simply stop giving me attention. Attention just gives me hope sometimes but most of the time, I just really want to move on. He's such a great guy and when I think about it, he's almost exactly the type of guy I've always wanted. I really think it could work if he was just straight up about things. Somedays I feel like it is about to work, other days it isn't. At least he knows exactly how I feel. I'm glad that for once I put myself out there and it's there for him to take it or leave it. But about 95% of me REALLY wants him to take it.
EH, other than Oscar, I'm reall... hahahah speaking of the devil he just sent me a text.
UGGGGGGGGGGGH, I hate it when I see his number because I get really happy. lol.
OK, other than Oscar, I'm really not interested in anyone else. IT'S SAD, It's like I don't have the motivation to get out there and meet someone new or just flirt. The only time I flirt is to score a drink. lmao.
Whatever, this phase will pass sooner or later. Sooner or later he'll be mine or I'll be over him. But seriously?????? Fernanda?! Ugh. hahahaha
I mean they're fucking EVERYTHING up in there and now there is so much pressure on the right side of my lower teeth that I get these horrible pains that hurt my right ear and the right side of my neck. It's HORRIBLE.
Shit something is always hurting me! I just need to die already!
hahaha My mom gave me some spray shit that numbs your mouth... My mouth is pretty paralyzed right about now. hahahahahahhaha I just don't do good with drugs. The other day I took 3 tylenol, then two hours later 3 Motrin, then 4 hours later 2 Advil.. Then one big pain reliever..
Long story short, I didn't wake up the next day. My parents were freaking out! I guess I was pretty drugged but you know what.. NO PAIN!!!!!!!
I found my costume today, it's cute, I'm gonna be a fire fighter. lmao, it's not as lame as it sounds. I like the way I look in it, I guess that's the most important part.
So, Oscar and I.. he calls me and texts me everyday, just asking whats up. We kind of had a serious conversation the other day.. he basically told me he really cared about me and enjoys laughing and talking to me. I feel like you can feel that way for anyone you know? The feelings are definitely not mutual. I don't know exactly who Fernanda is to him or if she is even significant but I do know she's there. It actually doesn't bother me. I wish that if he was talking to her or interested in her, he'd simply stop giving me attention. Attention just gives me hope sometimes but most of the time, I just really want to move on. He's such a great guy and when I think about it, he's almost exactly the type of guy I've always wanted. I really think it could work if he was just straight up about things. Somedays I feel like it is about to work, other days it isn't. At least he knows exactly how I feel. I'm glad that for once I put myself out there and it's there for him to take it or leave it. But about 95% of me REALLY wants him to take it.
EH, other than Oscar, I'm reall... hahahah speaking of the devil he just sent me a text.
UGGGGGGGGGGGH, I hate it when I see his number because I get really happy. lol.
OK, other than Oscar, I'm really not interested in anyone else. IT'S SAD, It's like I don't have the motivation to get out there and meet someone new or just flirt. The only time I flirt is to score a drink. lmao.
Whatever, this phase will pass sooner or later. Sooner or later he'll be mine or I'll be over him. But seriously?????? Fernanda?! Ugh. hahahaha