black butterfly - chapter three: shattering hopes
title black butterfly
pairing yunho/jaejoong
rating nc-17
genre au,dark,angst,drama,romance
warning prostitute!jaejoong,het!sex in this chapter
summary After allowing for his best friends to drag him into a club people their age were surely not allowed to enter under normal circumstaces,17 years old Jung Yunho loses his virginity to the club's 'Black Butterfly' Hero,the most alluring vixen they had to offer.Not being able to forget about the man he gave his first time to,Yunho keeps coming back despite the beauty's constant rejection,his stubbornness dragging him into something a foolish youth like him couldn't handle.
„Hyung,shall we follow them?“ Changmin asked,taking a short glance at Yoochun and Junsu when Yunho didn't answer before he looked right back at the stunned boy.“Hyung?“
But Yunho remained silent,too busy watching how Hero walked away with Jessica still clinging onto him.And the fact that he was feeling hurt because of something like this made him feel childish,almost upset with himself for behaving so ridiculously pitiful.
„No.“ Yunho replied and shook his head,soon getting into Yoochun's car as he ignored his friends' eyes on him.“Let's just...go home.“
They all wanted to say something,but neither of them was able to find the right words to bring their messages across.Yoochun was - despite having supported Yunho's wish to see Hero again - just as relieved as Junsu and Changmin were upon hearing that Yunho didn't wish to meet the prostitute again.
The only reason for his support was his hope for Hero to tell Yunho clearly that he should never come back to see him again,but now that Yunho saw Hero being so utterly sweet and gentle to someone else,it didn't seem neccessary for Hero to say anything to Yunho anymore to make Yunho understand that his yearning - or whatever it was - for Hero had to stop.
But despite all,he also felt sorry for Yunho.
His friend was a little dense when it came to his own feelings but Yoochun knew exactly what was going on.Yunho gave his first time,the most intimate thing he could ever give to anyone,to Hero and it was all too natural for him to feel attached to him after that.And maybe his friend was having something similar to crush for Hero,but if those feelings were to grow further,Yoochun knew that things were going to get ugly for Yunho.
Hero was a prostitute,he slept with several men to earn money and Yoochun was pretty sure that he was going to forget about Yunho in a few days or weeks if he hasn't already.Their meeting had practically no impact on him although it left a big impression on Yunho.
He should've talked Yunho out of it the moment Yunho started to bid for a whole night with Hero.
• ♚ •
„You look great.“
Yunho smiled at his older sister's words and hugged her back all too gladly when she pulled him in to embrace him.
„Thank you,Jihyo noona.“ Yunho said as they let go of each other.“And you look gorgeous like usual.“
Jihyo chuckled at her brother's words before motioning for him to follow her.“Let's get going,Gary oppa is waiting.“
Yunho nodded and rushed out of the mansion,obediently following his sister towards the car of his brother-in-law,the man who managed to 'safe' his sister from their father's strict rules and harsh education.He was a restaurant owner and his father hated him at first,not only because he was not of the social status he wanted the future husband of his daughter to be of but also because he talked back in order to defend Jihyo.
His father hated it when someone talked back to him.
No one shall ever dare to be of another opinion than Jung Jinho.
But Gary remained unfazed by Jinho's attempts to break them apart,not giving up until the very end and then finally got Jinho's semi-permission to marry Jihyo.
Yunho was more than glad that things turned out that way because his sister simply deserved happiness after all the things she had to endure because of their strict father.And he knew that although his mother tried to seem neutral,she was happy for Jihyo as well.
His mother was a very peace-loving person and therefore always tried to calm everyone down when his father was enraged about something.Yunho never saw her losing her temper before but he could see that she had to try very hard in order to keep calm when his father was going too far once again.
She was not a bad mother,nor was she a bad wife.
She only made the mistake of trying too hard to be perfect in being both at all times.
Once he was sitting on the backseat and fastened his seatbelt,Yunho stared out of the window and silently hoped for the party he was going to attend with his sister and brother-in-law to make him stop thinking about everything bothersome for a while,especially because his father wasn't going to be there to make things worse for him.
His parents were fortunately invited to attend another event that evening.
It had been hard to fall asleep last night and he spent hours trashing and turning around,trying hard to stop thinking about the gentle way in which Hero treated Jessica,the complete opposite of how he treated Yunho not long ago.And only when his exhausted body forced him to sleep around 3 AM did he get the chance to get some rest before having to attend school where his friends and their awkward behavior were waiting.
Ever since they saw Hero with Jessica,Yunho somehow felt that his friends were dying to say something but neither of them ever talked about it.They pretended like nothing ever happened and Yunho hated the awkward atmosphere.
• ♚ •
„Are you hungry?Shall we fetch something to eat?“
„Yeah,something to eat would be nice.“ Yunho replied and headed straight towards the buffet along with several other guests,his sister and brother-in-law right behind him.
„Guess who the caterer is.“ Gary nudged Yunho slightly.
„You?“
Yunho chuckled when he saw Gary nodding with a proud grin on his lips,but his chuckling soon subsided and was replaced by a silent smile when he saw the way his sister looked at Gary,seeming even prouder of him.
Once they arrived at the buffet,Gary immediately started to fill Jihyo's plate until she hit him with a laughter and told him to stop,leaving Yunho grinning at their interactions in amusement as he walked along the long table in search for something to eat.
He was about to take some chocolate-covered fruits when a familiar voice caught his attention.
„You really don't want to eat anything?“
Yunho looked up and gasped when he saw Hero standing not far away from him,dressed in a neat suit as a woman in what seemed to be in her early 30s held onto his hand,pressing her body against his as she spoke to him.
„Oh I do,but...“ She tiptoed to whisper into Hero's ear and it angered Yunho how she looked at the man as if he was a piece of meat.
But what angered him even more was the way Hero grinned at her while looking at her suggestively.The two of them then started to walk away and Yunho couldn't help but follow them,trying his best to not get discovered.
They rushed out of the mansion and Yunho lost them for a few seconds when other guests walked past him,the last he saw of them being the woman's hair as she walked into the garden with Hero right in front of her.By the time he made it out of the mansion they could not be seen anymore and he decided to just walk around a little.
And when he finally found them,Yunho wished he would've stayed away.
The two of them were underneath one of the cherry trees,the woman's back pressed against the stem while her legs were wrapped around Hero's waist.Their tongues met for a heated kiss and her hands were rubbing every inch she could reach on Hero's body,soon unbuttoning his shirt.
Hero smirked as he started to kiss along her neck before pushing her sleeveless dress down until her breasts were revealed to his hungry eyes.She gasped and threw her head back when Hero started to suck on her left nipple,licking and biting it occasionally as he pressed his clothed erection even harder against her clothed sex.
„You want me?“ Hero breathed against her breast,slowly sticking his tongue out to lick upwards until he could latch onto her neck.“Do you want me to fuck you until you scream and let everyone know what a whore you are?“
„God yes!“ She pleaded,grinding her pussy against him in a desperate attempt to feel more.“Please fuck me.“
Hero didn't answer,only letting his right hand slide down until he could work on the button and zipper of his trousers before pushing it down along with his boxers,only low enough for him to free his cock.She moaned when he started to rub the head of his cock along her womanhood and had to bite onto her bottom lip hard in order to keep quiet when he finally pushed her panties aside to slide into her willing body.
He didn't wait for her to get used to his size,fucking her so hard that her breasts were bouncing,her hard nipples scraping against his chest as their bodies moved against each other.
The pace in which they were going at it was fast and merciless,their hard fucking eliciting loud moans and groans from both of them although they knew that it would be better for them to keep quiet.
Just about everyone could walk by and catch them.
Like Yunho did.
He didn't want to watch,but he couldn't bring himself to move.His knees were weak and shaking,making it impossible for him to walk away although there was nothing he would've loved to do more than that.So he watched how Hero kept thrusting into her,screwing her just like she wanted him to until the two of them finally neared their climax a few minutes later,their bodies sweaty.
„Fuck,your pussy is so warm and tight.“ Hero hissed,earning himself a grin from her as she rotated her hips to fuck herself on his cock more effectively.
„You like it?“
„I love it.“ Hero retorted and soon felt her cuming around his manhood,squeezing him so tight that it was almost a torture to pull out of her before he shot his load onto her dress.
She licked her red lips and closed her eyes,trying to come down from her high as her perky breasts rubbed against Hero's sweaty body,her chest rising and falling with each breath she took.“You got my dress dirty.“
Hero chuckled,knowing that she didn't mind.
It was always like this with her.She would hire him to be her escort,providing him with a fine suit to wear and an appointment at her favorite hair salon so his hair and face would match the fancy image she created for him before they attended an event together.And after showing him off to everyone for a few minutes,she would drag him out and have him fuck her into oblivion before going home...sometimes with and sometimes without him.
He helped her to settle her feet back onto the ground and as she made her way towards the pond nearby to clean her dress,he looked around to see whether someone was around.
And then he saw him.
That boy.
Although he was now dressed in a fancy suit instead of casual clothes,looking even more handsome with his hair gelled back,Hero recognized him.
It was the boy he made sure to put on the black list last Sunday after he tricked him into taking his virginity.
He saw the boy gaping at him - almost like a deer caught in the headlights - and smirked in response until the young one ran away.
„Let's go to my place?“Haneul wrapped her arms around him from behind,pressing a soft kiss onto his nape.
Hero nodded.“Sure.“
• ♚ •
Yunho sat on the other side of the garden,hidden behind the curtains of the pavillon as he tried to not recall what he saw just now.
But all attempts to erase those memories turned out to be futile.He could feel the sudden burn in his heart and was suddenly sent back down the memory lane until he remembered the last time he felt something similar to this.
It had been two years ago when he discovered that his crush was not only not interested in him but was also taken already.He remembered how jealous and hurt he felt at that time,but the pain he felt then was nothing compared to the one he was feeling right now.
He has fallen in love.
He has fallen in love with a man who managed to lure him into a world full of sinful fantasies and lustful intimacy,trapping him there and refusing to let him go.He fell in love with a man for whom he was nothing more than another client.
Yunho cried the sincere tears of a brokenhearted boy,his head held low.
• ♚ •
Something was wrong with Yunho and it didn't take one to be overly observant to notice.
Yoochun,Junsu and Changmin were trying hard to make him join their conversations about the most random things but Yunho remained silent,only nodding or shaking his head in response.
„Yunho,what's wrong?“ Yoochu asked,knowing that he had no choice but confront Yunho directly if he wanted his friend to talk.“You haven't talked to anyone today and just stare at your food without even touching it.“
Yunho sighed and shook his head.“It's nothing,I just don't feel well.“
„Do you want some paracetamol?“ Junsu inquired,already searching for the package of medicine he always kept inside his rucksack.
But Yoochun shook his head and signalled for him to stop.“He isn't sick,it's just an excuse.“
Of course Yoochun was not as easy to trick as gullible Junsu.And Yunho was pretty sure that Changmin didn't fall for his small lie either.
„Now tell us what's wrong and we will try our best to help you.“
Yoochun was very persistant,the most persistant amongst all of his friends and Yunho knew that he was never going to give up.
„I saw him yesterday night.“
„Him?“
„Hero.“ Yunho clarified.“He was on the banquet with a woman and when the two of them went into the garden,I followed them and there I saw...I saw them doing it.“
Changmin grimaced at the words,not really fond of imagining what exactly his hyung has seen the night before.
„You...you watched them having sex?“
„I couldn't look away.“ Yunho sighed.“I wanted to run away and just forget everything but I couldn't move until they were done.And he saw me,he looked at me and smirked and suddenly everything happened so fast.I just ran away.“
Yoochun bit onto his bottom lip,his eyes now searching for Junsu and Changmin who were just as speechles as he was before looking right back at Yunho.
„I'm in love with him.“
A small whisper,yet loud enough for Yunho's friends to hear.And to have Yunho officially saying it out loud had them panicking,knowing just how dangerous this was for Yunho.
„Yunho-“
„I know.I know what you want to say and I know that you are actually right.I shouldn't let myself fall for someone like him,but I can't help it.It's silly and childish,but he is special to me.“ Yunho muttered,now finally looking up to meet his friends' eyes.“Just give me some time.“
But Yoochun knew that time was not the only thing Yunho needed right now and he was sure that deep down,Yunho knew it too.
• ♚ •
„What do you want from me?“ Hero hissed when he saw the man waiting for him one block away from the club.
„You know what I want.“
„Too bad that I won't give her to you then.“
The man glared at him,but Hero was not scared.There was no reason for him to be scared of someone like him,the only fearful thing about him being his overflowing arrogance.
„Oh you will.“
Hero chuckled.“And how?How is the great Lee Jinki planning on taking Jessica away from me?She loves me,she will not leave me no matter what you do.And even if she would leave me,there is no way in hell that she is going to run back to you and your horrendous family.“
Jinki gritted his teeth and stormed towards him to grab him by the collar,but Hero just laughed.
„What?You think I'm scared of you?The only reason why I didn't smash your face last time was because of the people around us.But here we're alone and I'm not the least bit scared of giving your sorry ass a beating.“
He truthfully hated it to be violent,he was simply not the kind of man to use physical strength to end fights,but he was not going to hold back when it came to people like Lee Jinki.
Jinki stared at him,not saying anything because he was too stunned to.
„Stay away from Jessica.“ Hero hissed,soon freeing his collar from Jinki's grasp before he pushed the man away with a force that had Jinki landing onto the ground,right where he belonged.
Hero didn't bother listening to the hissed insults Jinki was throwing at him,already crossing the street to get to his working place like the short encounter with Jinki never happened.
But before he could reach the club,three young boys approached him and had him halting with a look of slight confusion in his eyes.
„Hero ssi.“ The one in the middle called out.“I'm Yoochun and the boys behind me are Junsu and Changmin.We are friends of Yunho and-“
„Yunho?“
The boy sighed upon being interrupted.“Yes Yunho,the underaged boy you put onto the black list not long ago.“
Hero raised his eyebrows,now highly interested in what these students could want from him.“And?“
„After spending the night with you,Yunho couldn't stop thinking about you and he kept wanting to see you again although we adviced him not to.“
„He was obsessed with you.“ The tallest amongst the boys spoke and Hero could not help but grin at the way Changmin was blushing while looking at him.“And yesterday he saw you doing it with a woman-“
„Ah so it was really him.“ Hero muttered to himself,but the boys didn't seem to have heard it or cared about it.
„...and it somehow hurt him.“
„It hurt him to see me fucking a woman?“
„That it was a woman you were doing it with is not the point.“ Yoochun clarified.“He was simply hurt because he saw you with someone else.And I guess you can tell why.“
Hero stared at them for a few seconds before a deep chuckle escaped from in between his lips.“Your friend has a crush on me?“
„No,he is in love with you.“ Junsu corrected him,frowning when Hero started to laugh in response.
„Look,he's going to get over it.“ Hero said.“I will not take your friend off the list just because he is has a puppy crush on me.He is underaged and-“
„We don't want you to let him sleep with you again.That's not what we're here for.“ Yoochun cut him off swiftly.“We just want you to go and have a talk with him.“
Junsu stepped closer.“We need you to make it clear to him that whatever he believes could be between you two one day is impossible.“
Hero sighed.“Your friend is just having a simple crush and he only feels this attracted to me because of the night we spent together but one day he will fall in love with someone else and forget,trust me.“
„Please.“ Changmin got a hold of Hero's hands,looking at him pleadingly.“Please,just a few minutes.That's all we are asking of you.By the end of this month his father will find out about the money he spent on you and if he shall find out about Yunho hyung being in love with you...I don't know what exactly he will do to him,but I know that it's going to be horrible.“
Hero looked into the tall boy's eyes and something about this guy was making his resistance weak.“Fine,when?“
„Tomorrow,if you have time.Let's meet at the main entrance of Lotte Mart around 1 pm.“
Hero sighed.“Alright.“
pairing yunho/jaejoong
rating nc-17
genre au,dark,angst,drama,romance
warning prostitute!jaejoong,het!sex in this chapter
summary After allowing for his best friends to drag him into a club people their age were surely not allowed to enter under normal circumstaces,17 years old Jung Yunho loses his virginity to the club's 'Black Butterfly' Hero,the most alluring vixen they had to offer.Not being able to forget about the man he gave his first time to,Yunho keeps coming back despite the beauty's constant rejection,his stubbornness dragging him into something a foolish youth like him couldn't handle.
„Hyung,shall we follow them?“ Changmin asked,taking a short glance at Yoochun and Junsu when Yunho didn't answer before he looked right back at the stunned boy.“Hyung?“
But Yunho remained silent,too busy watching how Hero walked away with Jessica still clinging onto him.And the fact that he was feeling hurt because of something like this made him feel childish,almost upset with himself for behaving so ridiculously pitiful.
„No.“ Yunho replied and shook his head,soon getting into Yoochun's car as he ignored his friends' eyes on him.“Let's just...go home.“
They all wanted to say something,but neither of them was able to find the right words to bring their messages across.Yoochun was - despite having supported Yunho's wish to see Hero again - just as relieved as Junsu and Changmin were upon hearing that Yunho didn't wish to meet the prostitute again.
The only reason for his support was his hope for Hero to tell Yunho clearly that he should never come back to see him again,but now that Yunho saw Hero being so utterly sweet and gentle to someone else,it didn't seem neccessary for Hero to say anything to Yunho anymore to make Yunho understand that his yearning - or whatever it was - for Hero had to stop.
But despite all,he also felt sorry for Yunho.
His friend was a little dense when it came to his own feelings but Yoochun knew exactly what was going on.Yunho gave his first time,the most intimate thing he could ever give to anyone,to Hero and it was all too natural for him to feel attached to him after that.And maybe his friend was having something similar to crush for Hero,but if those feelings were to grow further,Yoochun knew that things were going to get ugly for Yunho.
Hero was a prostitute,he slept with several men to earn money and Yoochun was pretty sure that he was going to forget about Yunho in a few days or weeks if he hasn't already.Their meeting had practically no impact on him although it left a big impression on Yunho.
He should've talked Yunho out of it the moment Yunho started to bid for a whole night with Hero.
• ♚ •
„You look great.“
Yunho smiled at his older sister's words and hugged her back all too gladly when she pulled him in to embrace him.
„Thank you,Jihyo noona.“ Yunho said as they let go of each other.“And you look gorgeous like usual.“
Jihyo chuckled at her brother's words before motioning for him to follow her.“Let's get going,Gary oppa is waiting.“
Yunho nodded and rushed out of the mansion,obediently following his sister towards the car of his brother-in-law,the man who managed to 'safe' his sister from their father's strict rules and harsh education.He was a restaurant owner and his father hated him at first,not only because he was not of the social status he wanted the future husband of his daughter to be of but also because he talked back in order to defend Jihyo.
His father hated it when someone talked back to him.
No one shall ever dare to be of another opinion than Jung Jinho.
But Gary remained unfazed by Jinho's attempts to break them apart,not giving up until the very end and then finally got Jinho's semi-permission to marry Jihyo.
Yunho was more than glad that things turned out that way because his sister simply deserved happiness after all the things she had to endure because of their strict father.And he knew that although his mother tried to seem neutral,she was happy for Jihyo as well.
His mother was a very peace-loving person and therefore always tried to calm everyone down when his father was enraged about something.Yunho never saw her losing her temper before but he could see that she had to try very hard in order to keep calm when his father was going too far once again.
She was not a bad mother,nor was she a bad wife.
She only made the mistake of trying too hard to be perfect in being both at all times.
Once he was sitting on the backseat and fastened his seatbelt,Yunho stared out of the window and silently hoped for the party he was going to attend with his sister and brother-in-law to make him stop thinking about everything bothersome for a while,especially because his father wasn't going to be there to make things worse for him.
His parents were fortunately invited to attend another event that evening.
It had been hard to fall asleep last night and he spent hours trashing and turning around,trying hard to stop thinking about the gentle way in which Hero treated Jessica,the complete opposite of how he treated Yunho not long ago.And only when his exhausted body forced him to sleep around 3 AM did he get the chance to get some rest before having to attend school where his friends and their awkward behavior were waiting.
Ever since they saw Hero with Jessica,Yunho somehow felt that his friends were dying to say something but neither of them ever talked about it.They pretended like nothing ever happened and Yunho hated the awkward atmosphere.
• ♚ •
„Are you hungry?Shall we fetch something to eat?“
„Yeah,something to eat would be nice.“ Yunho replied and headed straight towards the buffet along with several other guests,his sister and brother-in-law right behind him.
„Guess who the caterer is.“ Gary nudged Yunho slightly.
„You?“
Yunho chuckled when he saw Gary nodding with a proud grin on his lips,but his chuckling soon subsided and was replaced by a silent smile when he saw the way his sister looked at Gary,seeming even prouder of him.
Once they arrived at the buffet,Gary immediately started to fill Jihyo's plate until she hit him with a laughter and told him to stop,leaving Yunho grinning at their interactions in amusement as he walked along the long table in search for something to eat.
He was about to take some chocolate-covered fruits when a familiar voice caught his attention.
„You really don't want to eat anything?“
Yunho looked up and gasped when he saw Hero standing not far away from him,dressed in a neat suit as a woman in what seemed to be in her early 30s held onto his hand,pressing her body against his as she spoke to him.
„Oh I do,but...“ She tiptoed to whisper into Hero's ear and it angered Yunho how she looked at the man as if he was a piece of meat.
But what angered him even more was the way Hero grinned at her while looking at her suggestively.The two of them then started to walk away and Yunho couldn't help but follow them,trying his best to not get discovered.
They rushed out of the mansion and Yunho lost them for a few seconds when other guests walked past him,the last he saw of them being the woman's hair as she walked into the garden with Hero right in front of her.By the time he made it out of the mansion they could not be seen anymore and he decided to just walk around a little.
And when he finally found them,Yunho wished he would've stayed away.
The two of them were underneath one of the cherry trees,the woman's back pressed against the stem while her legs were wrapped around Hero's waist.Their tongues met for a heated kiss and her hands were rubbing every inch she could reach on Hero's body,soon unbuttoning his shirt.
Hero smirked as he started to kiss along her neck before pushing her sleeveless dress down until her breasts were revealed to his hungry eyes.She gasped and threw her head back when Hero started to suck on her left nipple,licking and biting it occasionally as he pressed his clothed erection even harder against her clothed sex.
„You want me?“ Hero breathed against her breast,slowly sticking his tongue out to lick upwards until he could latch onto her neck.“Do you want me to fuck you until you scream and let everyone know what a whore you are?“
„God yes!“ She pleaded,grinding her pussy against him in a desperate attempt to feel more.“Please fuck me.“
Hero didn't answer,only letting his right hand slide down until he could work on the button and zipper of his trousers before pushing it down along with his boxers,only low enough for him to free his cock.She moaned when he started to rub the head of his cock along her womanhood and had to bite onto her bottom lip hard in order to keep quiet when he finally pushed her panties aside to slide into her willing body.
He didn't wait for her to get used to his size,fucking her so hard that her breasts were bouncing,her hard nipples scraping against his chest as their bodies moved against each other.
The pace in which they were going at it was fast and merciless,their hard fucking eliciting loud moans and groans from both of them although they knew that it would be better for them to keep quiet.
Just about everyone could walk by and catch them.
Like Yunho did.
He didn't want to watch,but he couldn't bring himself to move.His knees were weak and shaking,making it impossible for him to walk away although there was nothing he would've loved to do more than that.So he watched how Hero kept thrusting into her,screwing her just like she wanted him to until the two of them finally neared their climax a few minutes later,their bodies sweaty.
„Fuck,your pussy is so warm and tight.“ Hero hissed,earning himself a grin from her as she rotated her hips to fuck herself on his cock more effectively.
„You like it?“
„I love it.“ Hero retorted and soon felt her cuming around his manhood,squeezing him so tight that it was almost a torture to pull out of her before he shot his load onto her dress.
She licked her red lips and closed her eyes,trying to come down from her high as her perky breasts rubbed against Hero's sweaty body,her chest rising and falling with each breath she took.“You got my dress dirty.“
Hero chuckled,knowing that she didn't mind.
It was always like this with her.She would hire him to be her escort,providing him with a fine suit to wear and an appointment at her favorite hair salon so his hair and face would match the fancy image she created for him before they attended an event together.And after showing him off to everyone for a few minutes,she would drag him out and have him fuck her into oblivion before going home...sometimes with and sometimes without him.
He helped her to settle her feet back onto the ground and as she made her way towards the pond nearby to clean her dress,he looked around to see whether someone was around.
And then he saw him.
That boy.
Although he was now dressed in a fancy suit instead of casual clothes,looking even more handsome with his hair gelled back,Hero recognized him.
It was the boy he made sure to put on the black list last Sunday after he tricked him into taking his virginity.
He saw the boy gaping at him - almost like a deer caught in the headlights - and smirked in response until the young one ran away.
„Let's go to my place?“Haneul wrapped her arms around him from behind,pressing a soft kiss onto his nape.
Hero nodded.“Sure.“
• ♚ •
Yunho sat on the other side of the garden,hidden behind the curtains of the pavillon as he tried to not recall what he saw just now.
But all attempts to erase those memories turned out to be futile.He could feel the sudden burn in his heart and was suddenly sent back down the memory lane until he remembered the last time he felt something similar to this.
It had been two years ago when he discovered that his crush was not only not interested in him but was also taken already.He remembered how jealous and hurt he felt at that time,but the pain he felt then was nothing compared to the one he was feeling right now.
He has fallen in love.
He has fallen in love with a man who managed to lure him into a world full of sinful fantasies and lustful intimacy,trapping him there and refusing to let him go.He fell in love with a man for whom he was nothing more than another client.
Yunho cried the sincere tears of a brokenhearted boy,his head held low.
• ♚ •
Something was wrong with Yunho and it didn't take one to be overly observant to notice.
Yoochun,Junsu and Changmin were trying hard to make him join their conversations about the most random things but Yunho remained silent,only nodding or shaking his head in response.
„Yunho,what's wrong?“ Yoochu asked,knowing that he had no choice but confront Yunho directly if he wanted his friend to talk.“You haven't talked to anyone today and just stare at your food without even touching it.“
Yunho sighed and shook his head.“It's nothing,I just don't feel well.“
„Do you want some paracetamol?“ Junsu inquired,already searching for the package of medicine he always kept inside his rucksack.
But Yoochun shook his head and signalled for him to stop.“He isn't sick,it's just an excuse.“
Of course Yoochun was not as easy to trick as gullible Junsu.And Yunho was pretty sure that Changmin didn't fall for his small lie either.
„Now tell us what's wrong and we will try our best to help you.“
Yoochun was very persistant,the most persistant amongst all of his friends and Yunho knew that he was never going to give up.
„I saw him yesterday night.“
„Him?“
„Hero.“ Yunho clarified.“He was on the banquet with a woman and when the two of them went into the garden,I followed them and there I saw...I saw them doing it.“
Changmin grimaced at the words,not really fond of imagining what exactly his hyung has seen the night before.
„You...you watched them having sex?“
„I couldn't look away.“ Yunho sighed.“I wanted to run away and just forget everything but I couldn't move until they were done.And he saw me,he looked at me and smirked and suddenly everything happened so fast.I just ran away.“
Yoochun bit onto his bottom lip,his eyes now searching for Junsu and Changmin who were just as speechles as he was before looking right back at Yunho.
„I'm in love with him.“
A small whisper,yet loud enough for Yunho's friends to hear.And to have Yunho officially saying it out loud had them panicking,knowing just how dangerous this was for Yunho.
„Yunho-“
„I know.I know what you want to say and I know that you are actually right.I shouldn't let myself fall for someone like him,but I can't help it.It's silly and childish,but he is special to me.“ Yunho muttered,now finally looking up to meet his friends' eyes.“Just give me some time.“
But Yoochun knew that time was not the only thing Yunho needed right now and he was sure that deep down,Yunho knew it too.
• ♚ •
„What do you want from me?“ Hero hissed when he saw the man waiting for him one block away from the club.
„You know what I want.“
„Too bad that I won't give her to you then.“
The man glared at him,but Hero was not scared.There was no reason for him to be scared of someone like him,the only fearful thing about him being his overflowing arrogance.
„Oh you will.“
Hero chuckled.“And how?How is the great Lee Jinki planning on taking Jessica away from me?She loves me,she will not leave me no matter what you do.And even if she would leave me,there is no way in hell that she is going to run back to you and your horrendous family.“
Jinki gritted his teeth and stormed towards him to grab him by the collar,but Hero just laughed.
„What?You think I'm scared of you?The only reason why I didn't smash your face last time was because of the people around us.But here we're alone and I'm not the least bit scared of giving your sorry ass a beating.“
He truthfully hated it to be violent,he was simply not the kind of man to use physical strength to end fights,but he was not going to hold back when it came to people like Lee Jinki.
Jinki stared at him,not saying anything because he was too stunned to.
„Stay away from Jessica.“ Hero hissed,soon freeing his collar from Jinki's grasp before he pushed the man away with a force that had Jinki landing onto the ground,right where he belonged.
Hero didn't bother listening to the hissed insults Jinki was throwing at him,already crossing the street to get to his working place like the short encounter with Jinki never happened.
But before he could reach the club,three young boys approached him and had him halting with a look of slight confusion in his eyes.
„Hero ssi.“ The one in the middle called out.“I'm Yoochun and the boys behind me are Junsu and Changmin.We are friends of Yunho and-“
„Yunho?“
The boy sighed upon being interrupted.“Yes Yunho,the underaged boy you put onto the black list not long ago.“
Hero raised his eyebrows,now highly interested in what these students could want from him.“And?“
„After spending the night with you,Yunho couldn't stop thinking about you and he kept wanting to see you again although we adviced him not to.“
„He was obsessed with you.“ The tallest amongst the boys spoke and Hero could not help but grin at the way Changmin was blushing while looking at him.“And yesterday he saw you doing it with a woman-“
„Ah so it was really him.“ Hero muttered to himself,but the boys didn't seem to have heard it or cared about it.
„...and it somehow hurt him.“
„It hurt him to see me fucking a woman?“
„That it was a woman you were doing it with is not the point.“ Yoochun clarified.“He was simply hurt because he saw you with someone else.And I guess you can tell why.“
Hero stared at them for a few seconds before a deep chuckle escaped from in between his lips.“Your friend has a crush on me?“
„No,he is in love with you.“ Junsu corrected him,frowning when Hero started to laugh in response.
„Look,he's going to get over it.“ Hero said.“I will not take your friend off the list just because he is has a puppy crush on me.He is underaged and-“
„We don't want you to let him sleep with you again.That's not what we're here for.“ Yoochun cut him off swiftly.“We just want you to go and have a talk with him.“
Junsu stepped closer.“We need you to make it clear to him that whatever he believes could be between you two one day is impossible.“
Hero sighed.“Your friend is just having a simple crush and he only feels this attracted to me because of the night we spent together but one day he will fall in love with someone else and forget,trust me.“
„Please.“ Changmin got a hold of Hero's hands,looking at him pleadingly.“Please,just a few minutes.That's all we are asking of you.By the end of this month his father will find out about the money he spent on you and if he shall find out about Yunho hyung being in love with you...I don't know what exactly he will do to him,but I know that it's going to be horrible.“
Hero looked into the tall boy's eyes and something about this guy was making his resistance weak.“Fine,when?“
„Tomorrow,if you have time.Let's meet at the main entrance of Lotte Mart around 1 pm.“
Hero sighed.“Alright.“