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I have a nasty little habit of dedicating songs to every situation in my life.
Certain songs remind me of certain things. I have a bunch for Unrequited Love, a couple of good ones for Finding Courage to Love, an excellent one for Waiting For An Answer, and so on and so forth. Of course my life doesn't revolve around love. But songs do bring out the romantic side in me. XD I'm a horrible horrible romantic. Such a girl. XD I even read shoujo manga on occasion. Shhh. XD
Hikki's songs always have this horrible virtue of being appropriate for every single angsty situation in my life. Seriously. FINAL DISTANCE was just painful. Flavour of Life just makes me bitter.
Recently I've started thinking of Addicted to You, but for a completely different situation. It's...totally appropriate. For some disturbing reason.
別に会う必要なんて無い
しなきゃいけないこと沢山あるし
毎日話す必要なんて無い
電話代かさんで迷惑してるんだ
This is exactly what's going on. Right now. Week by week. It's even kind of fun to deliberately put distance between us. I like that distance. It feels safe. It's fun to stay away and see what happens. It's like a game! XD
Just a beginning, perhaps even less. It will not progress beyond this, because I will not allow it. I'm busy. We're both busy. We don't have time for games. But we make time for this one little game. Just a little time.
Hey Fimmy, if you read this, do take note that straight girls are bad news. Period.
But they can be so much fun if you don't take things seriously. XD There are worse things in life.
I'm resilient. I won't break, no matter what happens. I make my stand here, proud of who I am, even though I am nothing. My feet are firmly in clay, and I reach for the sky.
Take a little pride. That's all we have.
Certain songs remind me of certain things. I have a bunch for Unrequited Love, a couple of good ones for Finding Courage to Love, an excellent one for Waiting For An Answer, and so on and so forth. Of course my life doesn't revolve around love. But songs do bring out the romantic side in me. XD I'm a horrible horrible romantic. Such a girl. XD I even read shoujo manga on occasion. Shhh. XD
Hikki's songs always have this horrible virtue of being appropriate for every single angsty situation in my life. Seriously. FINAL DISTANCE was just painful. Flavour of Life just makes me bitter.
Recently I've started thinking of Addicted to You, but for a completely different situation. It's...totally appropriate. For some disturbing reason.
別に会う必要なんて無い
しなきゃいけないこと沢山あるし
毎日話す必要なんて無い
電話代かさんで迷惑してるんだ
This is exactly what's going on. Right now. Week by week. It's even kind of fun to deliberately put distance between us. I like that distance. It feels safe. It's fun to stay away and see what happens. It's like a game! XD
Just a beginning, perhaps even less. It will not progress beyond this, because I will not allow it. I'm busy. We're both busy. We don't have time for games. But we make time for this one little game. Just a little time.
Hey Fimmy, if you read this, do take note that straight girls are bad news. Period.
But they can be so much fun if you don't take things seriously. XD There are worse things in life.
I'm resilient. I won't break, no matter what happens. I make my stand here, proud of who I am, even though I am nothing. My feet are firmly in clay, and I reach for the sky.
Take a little pride. That's all we have.