When the curtains are pulled back...
editL This is not aimed at random people, or people that don't know me well for that matter, i am not pining for attention, i'm trying to make a point that i have such great friends.
For those little few who may care, the reason i have not been online for about 7 days is because i got worse, oh but wait, hear that?
Listen closer....it's the sound of NO ONE FUCKING CARES!
I cannot be rsed to exaplain what i hadm how i was or anything, i'm not even going to say if i'm fully better or not, why you ask?
Because, nobody does care, nobody wants to hear if Jennie is well or not, oh no, she doesn't get anything to ask if she is ok, nobody probably even noticed she was offline for 7 days, i mean god she's never online is she?
Fuck you
I feel worse now thanks to about *counts* a million and one people, i was happy this morning, coming back from my aunties, glad to be back and see what i had missed and to see whom had done what. Reading over a few things and talking to many people, i feel crap, i want to be ill again, seriously, i want to be so ill i can't talk, walk, stand up for more than 5 minutes or even keep track of what i am thinking or even stay awake for more than 30 mins. I want to choke as i attempt to drink, i cant extremem pain when i try and miserably fail to eat. I want to be so ill that i lose my appetite thanks to the total of 42 anti-biotics they shoved you on, making you take 2 tablets 3 times a day with food, but, what happens when you can't swallow the water or even eat? you feel absolutely shite.
Been to the hospital twice and the doctors once, had a sick note saying i cannot do my GCSE's.
I would say i'm feeling well right now, i would be happy to actually do my exams next week.
But no.
I just want to get a gun and murder certain people, because, that is how pissed off i am right now.
Thank you.
For those little few who may care, the reason i have not been online for about 7 days is because i got worse, oh but wait, hear that?
Listen closer....it's the sound of NO ONE FUCKING CARES!
I cannot be rsed to exaplain what i hadm how i was or anything, i'm not even going to say if i'm fully better or not, why you ask?
Because, nobody does care, nobody wants to hear if Jennie is well or not, oh no, she doesn't get anything to ask if she is ok, nobody probably even noticed she was offline for 7 days, i mean god she's never online is she?
Fuck you
I feel worse now thanks to about *counts* a million and one people, i was happy this morning, coming back from my aunties, glad to be back and see what i had missed and to see whom had done what. Reading over a few things and talking to many people, i feel crap, i want to be ill again, seriously, i want to be so ill i can't talk, walk, stand up for more than 5 minutes or even keep track of what i am thinking or even stay awake for more than 30 mins. I want to choke as i attempt to drink, i cant extremem pain when i try and miserably fail to eat. I want to be so ill that i lose my appetite thanks to the total of 42 anti-biotics they shoved you on, making you take 2 tablets 3 times a day with food, but, what happens when you can't swallow the water or even eat? you feel absolutely shite.
Been to the hospital twice and the doctors once, had a sick note saying i cannot do my GCSE's.
I would say i'm feeling well right now, i would be happy to actually do my exams next week.
But no.
I just want to get a gun and murder certain people, because, that is how pissed off i am right now.
Thank you.