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I fucking hate my school`s peer counselor or whatever the fuck he is. He called me in in the last five minutes of school and told me that he was revoking all my credits unless I got every day I was sick in the year accounted for. I`ve been suffering from both depression and a severe vitamin deficiency that could have put me in the hospital. I`ve missed a lot of days. So the fucker HOLDS ME THERE for the last minutes. I`m RUNNING UP THE FUCKING STAIRS' grabbing my shit, and making a mad dash for the bus - and the bell for the buses rings before I`m even out of the classroom.
I can`t find my parent`s work number.
They don`t have their cellphone.
I have a breakdown in the middle of the school hallway because I`m scared they`re going to yell at me. I leave a message home and then cry some more.
A teacher comes along and offers to take me home. So I leave another message and he drives me to my house.
I`m home. I`m bawling. I call mom`s work to apologize - she`s not there. She went to my school to find me. I fall into hysterics AGAIN. Then she calls and I try to tell her what happened and I think she probably only understood every second word because I was crying so hard I could barely breathe. Either way, she`s either going to come home with a new enemy or I`ll be yelled at for months because of all the time I`ve missed.
I can`t find my parent`s work number.
They don`t have their cellphone.
I have a breakdown in the middle of the school hallway because I`m scared they`re going to yell at me. I leave a message home and then cry some more.
A teacher comes along and offers to take me home. So I leave another message and he drives me to my house.
I`m home. I`m bawling. I call mom`s work to apologize - she`s not there. She went to my school to find me. I fall into hysterics AGAIN. Then she calls and I try to tell her what happened and I think she probably only understood every second word because I was crying so hard I could barely breathe. Either way, she`s either going to come home with a new enemy or I`ll be yelled at for months because of all the time I`ve missed.