Could there be no such thing as coincidence?
I think it's fate. Lots of things happened over the past three weeks, and what surprised me was that every answer to my questions appeared straight at me once I asked them.
For instance, I came across Earthian and Loveless and realized that the plots and characters are very similar to the plays I wrote last year, and that was before I even knew that Yun Kouga existed.
Another was that I argued with Mom who God was. Once I got online, on the coverpage of Wikipedia (which is actually my default setting...don't laugh) was an article titled "Names of God", which had much to do with Judaism, but did involve gods of other cultures. That's when I learned what YHWH was.
Then I thought so much about what God was, because I had an answer in mind before I came across that page and refined my theory.
Here's a conversation I had with a friend of another class on the bus:
Me: How do you think is the source of world creation?
Her: I think the world began with both darkness and light.
.... ( I don't remember what we discussed here)
Her: If one has more darkess than light within him, he is more likely to do evil.
Me: Do you think darkness and light have feeling?
Her: Of course not.
Me: Then why would someone who has more darkness than light be prone to do evil?
Her: What I meant about that is the presence in mind.
Me: Then do you think thought existed before the mind was created?
Her: ...
Back then I've always thought that the universe was created because of love. I thought that there is a possibility that if we don't have brains, thoughts could possibly exist. Just like trees and bushes, I thought the reason why they're growing was because they had love. God was love, and he gave each one of us the opportunity to live. By the time we use up the love we've been given, we die.
Then I thought that wasn't possible. If someone is kind and gives love to others does that mean he's going to die earlier? Love can cause possibility, but when there's no matter, the possiblity is zero. That's when I thought God probably existed in forms of light.
We are all solar powered in a way because of our food chain. Light was probably the power source which created the universe. The more light we possess, the older we get to live.
If light is one dimension, then we can infer that if we put three vertices of light together, we get a three dimensional space. But light also has properties of a wave. Therefore it doesn't move in one dimension.
Then I thought, the most remarkable thing about the universe is time. I don't think time is the fourth dimension, I think it's the first. Because time only moves in one direction, and if we square it we can get acceleration, and with this second dimension we can form the properties of light waves.
But then, what is time? Is time faster than the speed of light? And if we don't have time, will things still be able to move (as fourth dimension)? Does time determine movement?
Mom told me that back then people did't even measure time, but just because they don't know it existed, does it mean that it never did?
If God's time, then it's ruthless. If God's love and light, it probably possesses some sort of feeling.
Actually what I said above wasn't scientific at all. Feel free to call it worthless thinking.
For instance, I came across Earthian and Loveless and realized that the plots and characters are very similar to the plays I wrote last year, and that was before I even knew that Yun Kouga existed.
Another was that I argued with Mom who God was. Once I got online, on the coverpage of Wikipedia (which is actually my default setting...don't laugh) was an article titled "Names of God", which had much to do with Judaism, but did involve gods of other cultures. That's when I learned what YHWH was.
Then I thought so much about what God was, because I had an answer in mind before I came across that page and refined my theory.
Here's a conversation I had with a friend of another class on the bus:
Me: How do you think is the source of world creation?
Her: I think the world began with both darkness and light.
.... ( I don't remember what we discussed here)
Her: If one has more darkess than light within him, he is more likely to do evil.
Me: Do you think darkness and light have feeling?
Her: Of course not.
Me: Then why would someone who has more darkness than light be prone to do evil?
Her: What I meant about that is the presence in mind.
Me: Then do you think thought existed before the mind was created?
Her: ...
Back then I've always thought that the universe was created because of love. I thought that there is a possibility that if we don't have brains, thoughts could possibly exist. Just like trees and bushes, I thought the reason why they're growing was because they had love. God was love, and he gave each one of us the opportunity to live. By the time we use up the love we've been given, we die.
Then I thought that wasn't possible. If someone is kind and gives love to others does that mean he's going to die earlier? Love can cause possibility, but when there's no matter, the possiblity is zero. That's when I thought God probably existed in forms of light.
We are all solar powered in a way because of our food chain. Light was probably the power source which created the universe. The more light we possess, the older we get to live.
If light is one dimension, then we can infer that if we put three vertices of light together, we get a three dimensional space. But light also has properties of a wave. Therefore it doesn't move in one dimension.
Then I thought, the most remarkable thing about the universe is time. I don't think time is the fourth dimension, I think it's the first. Because time only moves in one direction, and if we square it we can get acceleration, and with this second dimension we can form the properties of light waves.
But then, what is time? Is time faster than the speed of light? And if we don't have time, will things still be able to move (as fourth dimension)? Does time determine movement?
Mom told me that back then people did't even measure time, but just because they don't know it existed, does it mean that it never did?
If God's time, then it's ruthless. If God's love and light, it probably possesses some sort of feeling.
Actually what I said above wasn't scientific at all. Feel free to call it worthless thinking.