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so i havent written in a loooooong time but i just need to vent. this have been going bad for a few weeks and ive been in a bum mood and need to get out of it. my grades are not what they were last year and i dont take bad grades well and i know that college grades and gpa's are a lot different than high school but i did well last year and now i feel like im slipping and fast and i cant handle that. i dont know what to do in order to do better because my classes dont take attendance and i havent missed a class yet and they are mostly all based on test/quiz scores and maybe a paper or 2. im not a good test taker and that sucks because my test grades dont reflect what i know. im missing home a bit too. i think its because my mom and ken were suppose to come up 2 weeks ago for parents weekend but then couldnt so everyone elses parents came and mine didnt. everyone back home has seen each other or been home at least once because their schools actually beleive in giving their students a break once in awhile while i dont have anything off till thanksgiving and thats only 2 or 3 days. again, im sick which sucks and i get max 5 or less hours of sleep a night and as much as i try, i cant go to bed earlier because my body isnt used to it. ARGHHHH. so i dont know what to do right now but i feel really lost.