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Sadness is everywhere today.
I listened as she cried.
I stumbled with words not difficult to say.
All I can do is think and wait for a response.
Worst thoughts are building up, & I can't control a thing.
He whimpered as I stood up in defense of her pain.
He underestimated me.
In the midst of what I see as a self war,
I slept with a promising comfort.
I know this is bad.
I know it wont work, but It's been so long, maybe we can try.
The awkwardness is somewhat reassuring.
& still I want to be elsewhere.
With her, with him, and them.
Where I never feel so alone.
I listened as she cried.
I stumbled with words not difficult to say.
All I can do is think and wait for a response.
Worst thoughts are building up, & I can't control a thing.
He whimpered as I stood up in defense of her pain.
He underestimated me.
In the midst of what I see as a self war,
I slept with a promising comfort.
I know this is bad.
I know it wont work, but It's been so long, maybe we can try.
The awkwardness is somewhat reassuring.
& still I want to be elsewhere.
With her, with him, and them.
Where I never feel so alone.