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Why the fuck do I always do this?
I consently think someone likes me, I like them, it gets to a point and bame, brakes.
I either push things to far too fast or push people where they don't want to be pushed. Or they just push me back and outta the way.
And it annoys me.
No, it more than annoys me, its infurating.
It's constantly the worst fucking thing that I can possible do and I always do it.
Why do I always have to be a fucking dick and make a twat of myself, well a twat is being too fair. That's to good for me, I'm just a fucking idiot sometimes and it pisses me off that I am still the same after all these years.
I don't really know what I'm trying to say here, other than I've just been fucking stupid once more and fucked up something else in my life.
I would say I feel like crying right now, but that would be an admission of weakness.
Fuck it...
I consently think someone likes me, I like them, it gets to a point and bame, brakes.
I either push things to far too fast or push people where they don't want to be pushed. Or they just push me back and outta the way.
And it annoys me.
No, it more than annoys me, its infurating.
It's constantly the worst fucking thing that I can possible do and I always do it.
Why do I always have to be a fucking dick and make a twat of myself, well a twat is being too fair. That's to good for me, I'm just a fucking idiot sometimes and it pisses me off that I am still the same after all these years.
I don't really know what I'm trying to say here, other than I've just been fucking stupid once more and fucked up something else in my life.
I would say I feel like crying right now, but that would be an admission of weakness.
Fuck it...