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you think when you get older and all the people around you get older that you're also going to be more mature in a group of other people who are mature. Now isn't that a misconception. I am so fucking over people. People can never be accountable for anything, and people can't take criticism. They are never in the wrong, but rather always justified. When I get told I fuck up, the first thing I do is say "yeah, you're right" usually cuz when I fuck up or am a bitch or lazy or whatever and someone points it out--they are right and I know it. I don't like it but it is what it is and that's just fine by me. But for some reason everyone else in my life never does anything wrong, and when they do, it's fora legitamate reason. Yeah, there are reasons for which we do certain things but that doesn't change what was done. I mean, it's nice to know why someone fucked up but that doesn't change the fact that they fucked up. I'm surrounded by idiots most of the time. Narcissistic self righteous assholes, and the thing is that I don't care anymore. I don't care about them or their excuses or anything else, and they are so bothered by my indifference. Its comical really. Maybe I should just shoot everyone and start fresh.