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There are reasons I don't talk to people as much as I have been.
I don't understand people. I don't understand why they do what they do or why they feel as they do.
I do not know why I seemed to cause Frank to be distraught, though there is wisdom in what Shay and Elektra say.
He considers me a friend and is displeased that I am not happy.
I am not happy, I am not sad, I am not angry.... I prefer it to be that way. I keep my focus and my center.
People get in the way of my focus.
If nothing else, I am not a good friend. I have forgotten how. If I ever knew.
I don't understand people. I don't understand why they do what they do or why they feel as they do.
I do not know why I seemed to cause Frank to be distraught, though there is wisdom in what Shay and Elektra say.
He considers me a friend and is displeased that I am not happy.
I am not happy, I am not sad, I am not angry.... I prefer it to be that way. I keep my focus and my center.
People get in the way of my focus.
If nothing else, I am not a good friend. I have forgotten how. If I ever knew.