Unexpected converations
I am uncharacteristically emotional.
I spoke to someone I had not thought I would ever have spoken to again.
The strangest part is that he forgives and accepts me. There are things that I cannot forgive myself. I have accepted myself as deeply as possible but forgivness is in a realm beyond me.
He says she misses me and that I am never truly alone.
I am not one for belief and I know I am not one with faith and I think I am glad for it, despite it all.
There are things I would say but they are not for such a public forum as this. There are two who I would say them to. One is dead and I don't know where the other is.
I will be up late. I must burn it out. Push myself until the physical surpases the mental and the emotional.
She leaves the keyboard and heads to her dojo, to begin.
I spoke to someone I had not thought I would ever have spoken to again.
The strangest part is that he forgives and accepts me. There are things that I cannot forgive myself. I have accepted myself as deeply as possible but forgivness is in a realm beyond me.
He says she misses me and that I am never truly alone.
I am not one for belief and I know I am not one with faith and I think I am glad for it, despite it all.
There are things I would say but they are not for such a public forum as this. There are two who I would say them to. One is dead and I don't know where the other is.
I will be up late. I must burn it out. Push myself until the physical surpases the mental and the emotional.
She leaves the keyboard and heads to her dojo, to begin.