BIG L
yeah so pretty drunk right now don't really have much to say, but I'll say it anyway because I can and that is the beauty of a journal
it kinda freaks me out that no matter how much I drink I can still touch type
and perhaps even faster than when sober, too much time at a computer i spuz
narcotichrist community has been pretty fresh lately, would link but I'm too drunk to remember how, but it's renewed my interest in LJ so anyone that's down with the community should pat themselves on their shoulder or some shit
I wish I had something to say. Shit's been buzzing like a fucking fluoro in my head latez because of shit with josie.. my girlfriend, just mad wack head trip shit that I'm trying to figure out, too many things pulling in too many directions for me to really work out what's the best to do. It's that kind of thing where you should be able to distance yourself from the situation but you can't, and that's the point, that you feel too much about it, and if you didn't then you could work it out but because you feel it too much and are too attached then all the problems kinda come up.
i hope that made sense the first time round cos I don't think anyone could be fucked deciphering it if it doesn't
life has been boring as hell, drinking and smoking buds, I hate christmas cos the time I have to write or read I end up just trying to buy presents for people. I always make ridiculous excuses for not writing. for example I'm going to go pass out soon instead of writing some bullshit.
most sincere apologies to anyone who read this far.
it kinda freaks me out that no matter how much I drink I can still touch type
and perhaps even faster than when sober, too much time at a computer i spuz
narcotichrist community has been pretty fresh lately, would link but I'm too drunk to remember how, but it's renewed my interest in LJ so anyone that's down with the community should pat themselves on their shoulder or some shit
I wish I had something to say. Shit's been buzzing like a fucking fluoro in my head latez because of shit with josie.. my girlfriend, just mad wack head trip shit that I'm trying to figure out, too many things pulling in too many directions for me to really work out what's the best to do. It's that kind of thing where you should be able to distance yourself from the situation but you can't, and that's the point, that you feel too much about it, and if you didn't then you could work it out but because you feel it too much and are too attached then all the problems kinda come up.
i hope that made sense the first time round cos I don't think anyone could be fucked deciphering it if it doesn't
life has been boring as hell, drinking and smoking buds, I hate christmas cos the time I have to write or read I end up just trying to buy presents for people. I always make ridiculous excuses for not writing. for example I'm going to go pass out soon instead of writing some bullshit.
most sincere apologies to anyone who read this far.