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Okay, so here's the low-down. I am sick. I am freezing. It is a beautiful day outside. Why do I feel so drained?
Last night, Dustin and I got into it again. Why couldn't he trust me? Why am I never there to answer his calls (even though he doesn't have a number where I can call him)? Same old stuff that happened in the beginning.
We're growing apart. Our first holidays as a married couple were spent apart. He's too busy to even keep a conversation with me any more. And the sad part is, I don't think I care. We are now just people who are obligated to talk once in awhile, or at least it seems that way. We are learning to live without each other, and it scares the hell out of me.
"You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say"
"I mean nothing to you and I don't know why"
-Vertical Horizon
Okay, so here's the low-down. I am sick. I am freezing. It is a beautiful day outside. Why do I feel so drained?
Last night, Dustin and I got into it again. Why couldn't he trust me? Why am I never there to answer his calls (even though he doesn't have a number where I can call him)? Same old stuff that happened in the beginning.
We're growing apart. Our first holidays as a married couple were spent apart. He's too busy to even keep a conversation with me any more. And the sad part is, I don't think I care. We are now just people who are obligated to talk once in awhile, or at least it seems that way. We are learning to live without each other, and it scares the hell out of me.
"You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say"
"I mean nothing to you and I don't know why"
-Vertical Horizon