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Yo.
Today is me and Ray's 5 month. I love him so much it's seriously not even funny. I got drunk on Friday with Stephanie and Ray. It was fun. Then we went to Allison's house. Then yesterday I smoked with Ray, which was fun. I didn't go to school today because I was too tired and I didn't feel good. Then on Saturday I sleptover my grandma's house, and she took me to Kohl's, but I went to the one in Hamden. I got a REALLY cute sweater and a pair of pants and a shirt. Well, I haven't gotten my period and I'm on the pills and I should have gotten it like 4 days ago, so the doctor thinks I might be pregnant and he wants me to take a pregnancy test, so tomorrow after school I have to go get bloodwork done. I swear if i'm pregnant I don't know what I would do. Ray would go to jail and my life will be fucked up, because my mom was like you will get an abortion because of some shit. If that's the case and I am pregnant, I really don't want to lose Ray, I love him so much, more than I ever thought I would. I really don't want to have an abortion either, I don't believe in those and I never will and I think it's wrong, I don't care about the sacrifices I would have to make I just won't do that. So hopefully the test will come out negative and I won't be pregnant.Well, I'm goin to go now. Tootles.
Kimmy<3
Today is me and Ray's 5 month. I love him so much it's seriously not even funny. I got drunk on Friday with Stephanie and Ray. It was fun. Then we went to Allison's house. Then yesterday I smoked with Ray, which was fun. I didn't go to school today because I was too tired and I didn't feel good. Then on Saturday I sleptover my grandma's house, and she took me to Kohl's, but I went to the one in Hamden. I got a REALLY cute sweater and a pair of pants and a shirt. Well, I haven't gotten my period and I'm on the pills and I should have gotten it like 4 days ago, so the doctor thinks I might be pregnant and he wants me to take a pregnancy test, so tomorrow after school I have to go get bloodwork done. I swear if i'm pregnant I don't know what I would do. Ray would go to jail and my life will be fucked up, because my mom was like you will get an abortion because of some shit. If that's the case and I am pregnant, I really don't want to lose Ray, I love him so much, more than I ever thought I would. I really don't want to have an abortion either, I don't believe in those and I never will and I think it's wrong, I don't care about the sacrifices I would have to make I just won't do that. So hopefully the test will come out negative and I won't be pregnant.Well, I'm goin to go now. Tootles.
Kimmy<3