Sep 17, 2004 20:33
Hey ShitFucks.
Well, this morning at like 1:00 I got this REALLY bad pain in my side, So my mom gave me some motrin, and she let me sleep in her waterbed and she heated it. So this morning I was fine, until I got into school. Then it came back. So I started crying and I went in the bathroom and asked my mom if she could dismiss me, she did. Then I went to house 3 and talked to Mrs. Ivanhoff, I love her so much. So then my mom came and got me, then we went to the hospital, I was there for 4 hours. So, I was in a johnny coat type thing and then I was in this room, and I was FREEZING. So my mom went and got me an extra blanket, then I had to give them a urine sample, I fucking missed the cup lol, really how hard is it to pee into a cup? lol. So then I had to wait about an hour and then I peed again. So the doctor came in and told me that I have a Kidney Infection. He said it started out as a Urinary Tract Infection and then it worked it's way up to my kidney. It's soo painful. So I got home and Ray came over, I swear to god that kid makes me so fucking happy. I love him. I never thought I would ever love anyone, but it's like I can't see myself without him, he's perfect for me. Anyways, so yeah. I'm definately in pain, but hopefully the pills will work soon, then tomorrow I'm going to my grandma's house and we are going to make homeade noodles =), I love my grandma soo much, she's soo fucking adoreably cute. I was supposed to sleepover there tonight but my mom said that I should stay home in case something happens, I know I say a lot of mean things about my mother when I'm mad and shit, but she's perfect. Anytime I need something she's always there, she always knows what to do. If something ever happened to her I will go into a serious depression. God I love her so much. Now I'm forgetting the past, it's all over and done with. We started all over, wow I can't explain how much I love her. So I went to Allison's with Ray. John, Eric, and Donna were there. I chilled with them for about an hour because I had to go home by 8:00. Donna's soo fucking pretty. She's going out with Eric, they make such a cute couple. Then John smacked my ass and Ray held me to let him, lemme tell ya he slaps hella hard. I really think I'm going to forget the past, I don't want to hold any grudges, with Amber, that don't matter to me anymore, I have nothing against her. So, yeah. I figure life is way to short to hold grudges, there's really no reason, so yeah I've been thinking alot. Anyways, I'm going to go. I love you all<3
Later Cockface*<3