...each week its something else.
so i feel like these past two months have been pretty much bad luck for me. me and robbie broke up. and were not getting back together for a long time. i found some pretty awesome text messages on his phone. its just been a bad week. and were not talking at all. i guess the first 2-3 days you get pissed and then you just get in the sad stage. i mean i dont think i deserve it. no girl deserves to be cheated on, much less that...even feel like shes less important than the 'others'. i mean he didnt cheat on me, and half of it was my fault..actually probably all of it--but idk it just sucks...when you've been with someone that long...it kind of hurts when one day you're having the best time and the next you walk past, or even sit beside for an hour and 30 minutes and not say one word. its pretty crazy. i hung out with grayson tonight. its been a while. me him and jsmit went to zacks. me and her are working there and target this summer. we already have applications. we got to take some orders tonight--and say CLEAR! skeeet. oh & yes. gavin is definitely tomorrow. im so stoked about that.
xoxo
beej
xoxo
beej