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[shitsies]

hey hey
college is gtng so real
all these acceptances
n bullshit rejections
i didnt get ne yet
but u kno, lots of news still to come...
feeling rejected in life
i dnt kno why
...is dat possible...
dnt wna work now
dnt wna thnk
dnt wna study
n dnt wna thnk of YOU
u mean nothing to me
but still i hold on
how stupid
how can u hold on
if u dnt even kno the person
watever, im sooo over it
jst need time for my whole system to get the msg
hehe
mustv gtn lost somewhere in the pounds iv been gaining
GREAT
:: i dnt wnt somebody to love me
jst give me sex whenever i wnt it
cos all i ask for is instant pleaseure ::
is dat the way we shud go girls?
all of us become prostitutes in amsterdam
make good money
and forget guys
use em for wat deyr worth n leave em?
haha i think not
like 64 days till grad!!!
n so its like 72 till i go to india
i can NOT wait... seriously
well im gna go sleep i think
i love u all
and u kno i do
fuck fuck shit fuck
senior pages are due tomoro
haha DAMN IT
*must do dat*
~me xxx