boysss
OMG
i jst lost all i had rytten... FUCK...
wat a day its been...
corts slept over... friday ritual i guess...
n as for todays ritual: STEAK
omg... its a week since i did stupid shit...
a week n im nt feeling ne better
a week since i completely fucked something up
and a week since i realized i might actually have figured stuff out...
is it possible to like someone dat treats u like shit?
to like someone hu obviously doesnt care?
hu u cnt communicate with? can't reach?
well i suppose its possible cos im proof enuf
but i swear on my life...
if NE of u end up in a situation like dat
i WILL find the guy n fuck him up...
boys are stuuupid... haha
actually i'm the stupid one this time...
feeling sooo rejected n i dont kno if dats possible
cos i dnt even kno if i like him...
maybe its jst cos its the first time since 4th grade
dat iv seriously liked a guy n he knows n nothings hpnd...
damn it... i kno dat sounds like bitching...
bt i dnt mean for it to... im jst trying to figure it out...
life is sooo confusing ryt now...
n i dnt kno why. cos it shud be easssyyy
but oh well...
i shud go n start with my work now.... BOOORING
maybe il jst shower n relax...
the latter sounds better so dats wat it is...
mwah loves n hugs to all of u hu're passing thru shit...
~me xxx