Jun 04, 2006 01:07
a year since graduation...
its 107 in the morning and im sitting at my desk crying and crying. i have GOT to be the stupidest person on earth. i am INTENTIONALLY listening to every song that reminds me of 'him'... iv been looking at his pics all day (june 3rd... 1 year since the first kiss.. GOD im pathetic) i've been thinking about him iv been wondering. 'shuda wuda cuda'... i wnt to shoot myself. and yet i am still listening to THESE songs... thinking of THOSE memories. remembering the pain and the good times... crying crying crying the day away.
i need psychological help
~me xxx