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pame, im doing this cos u said i never update... n well now its 2 in the morning so it wont be a too comprehensive update but i am ryting nonetheless.. wat can i say? life in holland is sooo cool compared to wat i hear about all of u fools in the states... i can legally drink, smoke n smoke weed! haha i dont do the last one cos i dont like it (hash is the way to go if at all) n well its all a lot of fun... i mean we go out atleast twice a week.. n well let me jst put it this way, we drink a lot a lot! haha n as for smoking, bad habbit!? haha i dont kno how to describe it.. girls (n guys if ne are reading this)... i feel sooo weird being in holland without u all... i mean its soo different from last year, eya i have friends n stuff, but i wish i cudv hd this freedom last year.. things wudv been sooo different, but i guess everything for its own reasons... im listening to a lot of caramelos d cianuro lately cos a friend sent me a bunch of der songs.. its pretty cool i guess... i never heard of them before.. haha slowly and steadily this place im staying is becoming more of a home... i randomly go shopping to buy stuff to fill up my room... litte drawers, fun stuff to decorate, everything is striped!!! i now need a carpet n a night stand n den im good i thinkk... oh no, and stuff for storage under my bed (shoes!) n well more closet space! it just gets to be such a mess in der! haha wat else can i say? i have finals at the end of the month! i have a week off like i imagine u all do too, like the 15th of the month which is coool! i dont kno for sure wat im doing yet, but considering i hav exams after them, i will be studying! btw: i now hav my own apartment in amsterdam! wooooooooohoooooooo!!! hehe i go there quite often i gues... my moms kinda step brother gave it to me on our one month anniversry of knowing each other! cool no? well i mean its the place i was staying when i first got here and then on the 10th of september hes like ok simone u can have it!!! woohooo!!! haha oh n let me explain the relationship one more time so dat theres no more confusion... his dad and my grandma lived together but never got married, so he's kinda her step brother but he lived with his mom n my mom lived with her mom and his dad... ok? haha its not dat hard! ohhh n another thing, the senior slide show i made, i watched it last nyt n i was bawling... *sigh* i got soooo sad! i mean there was no music with it but still it was really sad!!! i mean ines (my youngest sister) sent it to me and it took seriously like 3 hrs cos its like 37000 kb n so wen it finally came i was sooo excited n i watched it n i got really really sad! but neways, dats not important now is it??? hehe just know that i miss u all a lot a lot like more den u kno... n i wnt to kno wats gng on in ur lives... now that im fully hooked up here at home i can ryt emails, update etc etc... but i dont update often if i dont get comments so give me comments biatches! mwah i love u all
~me xxx