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All spring break long I am going to lay out at Barton Springs. And sleep in the shade and just relax. The whole damn time. I told my mom that everyone is going to Padre and that I wasn't going because i have no money. I just wanted my mom to feel bad for me and make my dad give me more money.
Last night, I hung out with Dan-o as an after party event. We went to McDonald's and watched Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. Kevin Smith is my 3rd favorite director:
1. Quentin
2. Tim Burtin
3. Kevin Smith
4. George Lucas
5. Robert Rodriguez
Argue with that lj friends. There is no arguement because I am right... as usual.
So as I walked into my home last night, in my drunkin stuper, as every Friday night goes... i stopped and thought about something... I am depressed, even though I am thoroughly happy for the most part over all, i felt that little sadness creep up on me, the "alcohol is a depressant" feeling. Usually alcohol makes me happy as shit, but last night I was sad when i came home to my empty, dark apartment. I dunno why, maybe I am starting to be lonely instead of just alone. I am also super insecure for some reason.
I am not studying.
Mom, dad, and sister are coming in town tomorrow. Fun. My fam, Dan, the judge and everyone is coming on Sunday. For me, this day has to be the best day. I need there to be no screw ups (there hasn't been one yet).
All we need is more energy cast wise, crew is set.
Tues= Clare's dental apointment
Thurs= Ellen's radical highlighting session with Jessica, the most amazing and talented hairdresser in the whole damn world.
My apologies for the lengthiness.
Shea, i love you, you should come down any day of the week, I will garantee a great time. promise... you can even bring stupid, old Zach.
Last night, I hung out with Dan-o as an after party event. We went to McDonald's and watched Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. Kevin Smith is my 3rd favorite director:
1. Quentin
2. Tim Burtin
3. Kevin Smith
4. George Lucas
5. Robert Rodriguez
Argue with that lj friends. There is no arguement because I am right... as usual.
So as I walked into my home last night, in my drunkin stuper, as every Friday night goes... i stopped and thought about something... I am depressed, even though I am thoroughly happy for the most part over all, i felt that little sadness creep up on me, the "alcohol is a depressant" feeling. Usually alcohol makes me happy as shit, but last night I was sad when i came home to my empty, dark apartment. I dunno why, maybe I am starting to be lonely instead of just alone. I am also super insecure for some reason.
I am not studying.
Mom, dad, and sister are coming in town tomorrow. Fun. My fam, Dan, the judge and everyone is coming on Sunday. For me, this day has to be the best day. I need there to be no screw ups (there hasn't been one yet).
All we need is more energy cast wise, crew is set.
Tues= Clare's dental apointment
Thurs= Ellen's radical highlighting session with Jessica, the most amazing and talented hairdresser in the whole damn world.
My apologies for the lengthiness.
Shea, i love you, you should come down any day of the week, I will garantee a great time. promise... you can even bring stupid, old Zach.