Drifting Ethereally
Just like to open this entry with a shout out to Margaret :)
Work, uni and 'netting' have taken up most of my time over the last few weeks and I'm happy with the routine that has developed. My immediate future is a stable one which I am thankful for... I don't know, just knowing what I'll be doing relaxes my nerves a bit.
Something dawned on me the other day - though there is a part of me that is happy and excited about what my future holds, there is a part of me that is scared of what I might become. I think I could possibly be scared of success. Success in achieving my goals. Success in finding the one. Success in being happy with life. This 'happyness' thing is all new to me, that I don't know how to react...
Any thoughts?
Work, uni and 'netting' have taken up most of my time over the last few weeks and I'm happy with the routine that has developed. My immediate future is a stable one which I am thankful for... I don't know, just knowing what I'll be doing relaxes my nerves a bit.
Something dawned on me the other day - though there is a part of me that is happy and excited about what my future holds, there is a part of me that is scared of what I might become. I think I could possibly be scared of success. Success in achieving my goals. Success in finding the one. Success in being happy with life. This 'happyness' thing is all new to me, that I don't know how to react...
Any thoughts?