no excuses
This weekend sucked from head to toe literally...i decied to come home with the intentions of seeing steven <3 then goin to marshies party and gettin shitfaced and then goin home to see my rents for easter...well on friday morn i misseed my classes cuz i woke up w/ an extream eye infection in both eyes makin is so i coulndt open them...so i decied to try to go home early so i can spend more time w/ steve but ended up gettin in ct at 10 PM due to the trains being all fuckin gay and slow...so i was travling w/ this stupid eye infection lookin like i was on crack or somptin from 1 till 10 at nite it sucked ass...so then i get back to steves and we drank and smoked and it made my eyes so much worse and i couldnt sleep all nite cuz closing them felt like razorblades were attacking my puples andi coulnt open them cuz they physicly woulnt open cuz they were having mucle spazzms...so finally saturday comes around and venessa brought me to the walk in clinic and they told me my eyes wernt bad and gave me novicane and alergy drops and told me if it got any worse to go the hospital...so my eyes were feeling alot better untill the novicane wore off and it went all down hill from there...that nite me and steve were callin people to try to get a ride to newhaven for marshie 18th bday bash and no one would fuckin bring us cuz they were all bussy..but then squints finally calls us back but he was already at the fuckin party like wtf he was our ride in the fisrt place!! and danas stupid cell fone didn't work so me and steve were the only assholes that wernt at the damn party and all i wanted to do was give marshie her presant cuz i went shopping all on thursday and sewed all that nite to make it special...and i also got her all upset on her big nite cuz she thought that i was tryin to pull some shit where i didn't care cuz i just wanted to see steve and i felt bad cuz that wasn't it at all and i was trin my hardest to go ....so i called my mom after she got out of this church thing at like 11 at nite and asked if she could pick me up then drop me at the party and she was gonna but by the time she got to middletown my eyes got so much worse and i coulnt open them for shit and i thought i was goin blind so she had to bring me to the emergency room and we sat there till like 4 in the morn and finally i felt painless but they told me i had lasserated cornias wich means i have like a million little abrasions all on the proteter part of my pupil but the good parrt was that they gave me oxycottens for pain relevers along w/ eye drops hehehe..so my weekend had like one good point to it wich was seeing steve but not seeing marshie sucked so much...and for the toe part of my weekend...that happend wen i was on the tain goin home some dufus droped his big rolly bag on my toe and i wanted to fuckin kill him but wut ever....