fucking shit id choose a 40oz over a planbookorganizer thing for answer to my problems anyday!!
so my stage of giving a fuck about my future has pretty much passed, as i thought it would. ive lived my entire life livin in the moment and livin each day like my last, not giving a fucking thought about my future...it the only fuckin way to live in my opnion. then BAM comes senios yr everyone expects me to get all this shit done by myself.news flash guys - DER I GO TO ALTERNATE SCHOOL THEYVE GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN HELPIING STUDENTS FINDS UM SORT OF DIRECTION IN LIFE LIKE STOP LINA THE VIETNAMESE WHALE-LIKE GHETTO FABULOUS GIRL FROM EATING THE TEACHER THAT TOOK AWAY HER CRACKK! AHGHGits true i swear. so anyway thank god i am finished i fuckin write my essays filled out applications up the ass, did sum formal, generic bullshit artwork that i hate like self portraits, just your standard crap that u hafta have before they even begin to look at anything else, and took the godamn pictures my self got em developed into slides blah blah who cares. i can save the anticipation and tell u EXACTLY what will happen, itl go sumthin like this: denied frum every college, 18th birthday- no job, no, car, no future plans, no significant other, so to avoid the -i-told-you-so- bullshit and "i wasted all that money on art supplies, but hey i didnt expect a failure like you to blah blah anything anyway" i think ill bizounce like a 40 ounce to another state and just drink til i die. ANYONE WANNA COME damn aright haha well hopefully it wont be like that but anyway the next couple weeks r gonna rbe badass im meetin yenna in ny cause copyright chaos is playin 2 shows there, should be lots of fun. then next weekend bostonn!! well well well looks like the TRI STATE TERROR SLUTS are back biatch. oi ! anyway im gonna endt his entry now even tho i can prbably right for another hour or two cause im gay like that because id like to think i can have better things to do with my time, I DONT, SO IM GONNA GO DRINK SOME COFFE AND THEN SUM VODKA, PUT MY HAIR UP THEN GET THE HELL OUTA HERE. maybe not in that specific order. cheers fuckers!