summer update
What have I been doing you ask? Watching movie after movie. It's a fucking wonderful time. And I really mean it. I find myself avoiding things just so I can sit around and watch movies. I'm trying really hard to enjoy doing nothing... and I think all of my struggle with it is finally paying off.
Blockbuster has this kickass ordeal where you pay a flat fee of about $27 a month and you can rent as many movies as you like. Only bummer is only two at a time so I make frequent trips down the street, but that's waaay okay. I'm enjoying it.
I find myself not wanting to do anything, including the things I should be doing, like preparing for camp. But why the fuck should I care if no one else cares about it? So, I'm going to try not to.
(I love how it takes effort for me to be lazy and careless ::shakes head::). A little bit on the unfortunate side, my "blue" caring side as taken a smoke break too. I won't let you notice, but for some things, it is so not there. No fear, for you it still is. That could never go away.
I start dog/house sitting tomorrow until I leave for camp, so if anyone wants to swim with me, come on over. I guess I can add that to my agenda for the day. Watch Six Feet Under episodes (finally on season two now), more movies, eat, shower, swim. Good times. I really like having little responsiblity. And the most I'll have this summer will be camp that will soon be over, and housesitting which will just be a location change for my daily routine. It is so much easiler to pick up and do whatever the hell I want, when I want. I hope I can transition back to my normal fucking insane self come August. I now have a hint of what I've missed out on all these years.
Which brings me to this part on the entry: If anyone would like to call me, I would like to see you. I have no problem putting my movie on pause, dropping everything and going hint Aileen. I shower everyday just in case such a phone call comes through. :)
Blockbuster has this kickass ordeal where you pay a flat fee of about $27 a month and you can rent as many movies as you like. Only bummer is only two at a time so I make frequent trips down the street, but that's waaay okay. I'm enjoying it.
I find myself not wanting to do anything, including the things I should be doing, like preparing for camp. But why the fuck should I care if no one else cares about it? So, I'm going to try not to.
(I love how it takes effort for me to be lazy and careless ::shakes head::). A little bit on the unfortunate side, my "blue" caring side as taken a smoke break too. I won't let you notice, but for some things, it is so not there. No fear, for you it still is. That could never go away.
I start dog/house sitting tomorrow until I leave for camp, so if anyone wants to swim with me, come on over. I guess I can add that to my agenda for the day. Watch Six Feet Under episodes (finally on season two now), more movies, eat, shower, swim. Good times. I really like having little responsiblity. And the most I'll have this summer will be camp that will soon be over, and housesitting which will just be a location change for my daily routine. It is so much easiler to pick up and do whatever the hell I want, when I want. I hope I can transition back to my normal fucking insane self come August. I now have a hint of what I've missed out on all these years.
Which brings me to this part on the entry: If anyone would like to call me, I would like to see you. I have no problem putting my movie on pause, dropping everything and going hint Aileen. I shower everyday just in case such a phone call comes through. :)