blargh
i'm conflicted. idk idk. i kinda don't want to go to my second day of training today. it's not that's hard or anything and i know i was whining about needing a job last week, but it just doesn't feel right.
but i'm stubborn and i feel like i've already made a commitment there and i talked to my mom and she said that technically i haven't started yet and it wouldn't be quitting. but still. i hate quitting.
and i know my mom is biased cuz she never wanted me to work there in the first place and i really need a job.
but school starts again next week and i can barely keep up with my school work as it is, and i don't want to be stressed all the fucking time.
akjgfdouyag;iufeh9PRh;uhrrfkjah;iug;K;FHDA
i hate myself.
p.s. sorry i'm spamming your f-list...:/
but i'm stubborn and i feel like i've already made a commitment there and i talked to my mom and she said that technically i haven't started yet and it wouldn't be quitting. but still. i hate quitting.
and i know my mom is biased cuz she never wanted me to work there in the first place and i really need a job.
but school starts again next week and i can barely keep up with my school work as it is, and i don't want to be stressed all the fucking time.
akjgfdouyag;iufeh9PRh;uhrrfkjah;iug;K;FHDA
i hate myself.
p.s. sorry i'm spamming your f-list...:/