Sigh......

[shishikokoro]

Hey people...very upset right now. A little in shock too. My girlfriend had a lot of health HW to catch up on tonight, so she decided not to go to show choire practice for just one day....one...damn...day. SO a friend from choir calls her house and asks her why she didn't show up....she answered...and her dad was listening >.<. He TOTALLY overreacted to the whole thing and i called her to ask why she never called me back and she was crying...omfg i want to kick some ASS right now....I love her so much and she is always....having a problem she can't help! I hate it for her...and hearing her cry makes me angry, depressed, and sick all at once. I just don't know what to do , i just don't know what to do anymore..........................................her dad always makes this huge deal out of little things he doesn't like and it pisses me off..... I'm about to cry from hearing her cry for 2 seconds be4 she had to hang up, and ive cried 3 times in the past 5 years! Once was when my parents said they were divorcing and were cursing me out for objecting, once was when my mom told me that i was possessed and going to hell (don't get me wrong these were horrible moments but i lvoe them both and it was said in the heat of the battle, i DO love them and they love me too), this is the 3rd time ive teared up... I can't even communicate with her the REST of the night.... well, I'm way to pissed to write a story segment on my manga, so peace out, peeps.
Shishikokoro
The lionhearted~
~I do not know what the future of this world should hold, all I want is for my friend's and family, enemies and distants, those whom I love and those whom I hate, to live in a world of peace~
Love you Jessica, with all my heart, things WILL get better, if not on their own, then by me. I'll be waiting to see you tommorrow, I'll await your call for when you can...I Promise
Nearing 3 months <3