Whatever you said last morning send chill down my spine. Bulu roma naik if you know wat i mean. Probably cause I don't have anyone to actually lecture to me about this things and yea. I just wat you to understand that I don't really have "close or best friends" that shares personal or emotional topics with. Sure I have close friends but I thought "close" was spending time with friends more often or talking to them but not getting that far into details. And maybe it's because I'm afraid that wat you guys might hear from me doesn't sound important. Sounds like I'm just ranting or something.
I'll try to do those label thingies the next time I put new stuff outside in "public". About Joe, it's just that sometimes after voicing out he will try to do it but not all the time he could because it's a long distance thing and he has to pay extra just to txt msg me or call me. And yes, he is dense and sometimes get ahead on other things more. Such as that stupid ghost incident. stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!! At least he has opened his eyes to it but I'm not the only who's worried, his sister was also. She approached me and complained about it herself.
I sometimes find chatting and typing sounds almost like talking so it's hard for me to say those personal things out. Well my classmates don't say hi to me so I tried to say hi but I get scared. During the time I get to say hi out loud and wave at them they didn't look. So that just made me feel even more scared to do it. So far I'm only comfortable doing it to people who actually respond but not that many. The girls are especially hard despite the fact that I'm more comfortable with girls. But recently I find it more comfortable with guys. Weird.
Brendan asked me to go out to watch a movie with him last week but I turn him down since I have to work on my stuff this week. Maybe I'll try to make time to watch a movie next week or something. He's always exaggerating though. Literally like a 2nd Tamaki (ouran). And he's always asking about Joe whenever we chat.
I might try to post more often whenever I have this kind of problems again. Sorry if it feels like I'm not opening up to you guys all this time but it's just that I had never done something as personal as this before. Thanks for reading my journal though and sorry >_<
I'll try to do those label thingies the next time I put new stuff outside in "public". About Joe, it's just that sometimes after voicing out he will try to do it but not all the time he could because it's a long distance thing and he has to pay extra just to txt msg me or call me. And yes, he is dense and sometimes get ahead on other things more. Such as that stupid ghost incident. stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!! At least he has opened his eyes to it but I'm not the only who's worried, his sister was also. She approached me and complained about it herself.
I sometimes find chatting and typing sounds almost like talking so it's hard for me to say those personal things out. Well my classmates don't say hi to me so I tried to say hi but I get scared. During the time I get to say hi out loud and wave at them they didn't look. So that just made me feel even more scared to do it. So far I'm only comfortable doing it to people who actually respond but not that many. The girls are especially hard despite the fact that I'm more comfortable with girls. But recently I find it more comfortable with guys. Weird.
Brendan asked me to go out to watch a movie with him last week but I turn him down since I have to work on my stuff this week. Maybe I'll try to make time to watch a movie next week or something. He's always exaggerating though. Literally like a 2nd Tamaki (ouran). And he's always asking about Joe whenever we chat.
I might try to post more often whenever I have this kind of problems again. Sorry if it feels like I'm not opening up to you guys all this time but it's just that I had never done something as personal as this before. Thanks for reading my journal though and sorry >_<
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