Aug 17, 2012 21:00
You know what made me cave in?!
A snippet of fic attached to a doodle by Daunt on Tumblr.
Yeah that's right. I went snooping around to see if that snippet of fic is now part of an actual fic, then decided "oh hell why not" and clicked an AO3 link on that Tumblr AND NOW IT'S BEEN FOUR DAYS OF TEEN WOLF BINGING AND I CAN'T STOP WON'T STOP NEVER STOP.
and and and it's been doing wonders for my brain and I know what I'm gonna do with "Howl" onceI finish fic binging
BUT
brain found out this is a California show and then I read something that didn't meet my standards enough to get bookmarked but intrigued me for a few reasons and also my lifelong obsession with wolves? Validated. Kind of. Sort of. This shit isn't as strange as I think it should be to me. It all feels so natural.
POINT BEING
today brain told me "you should watch Teen Wolf so that you can write bottom!Derek"
HOW ABOUT NO
but oh my god mom!Stiles and pack feels and all of these AUs oh my god you lovely AUs how I have missed you sobsobsob
also Stiles is my spirit animal and the ladies are the best and you guys it's an ENSEMBLE CAST AND THERE ARE MANY FEMALE CHARACTERS AND THEY ARE AWESOME
oh god this is just like when I went Dean/Cas binging all summer long BEFORE I watched S2, S3, and S4 in time for the premiere of S5. But worse. Because I'm a more confident writer now. Except not. Because bottom!Derek I mean WHY WHY SELF WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS
but it feels more like a phase like Sherlock was a phase and then I'll be back with the TRON things but with guns fully loaded and why do I have to go watch a movie I have fics to read goddamn it COLLEGE AUS I HAVE COLLEGE AUS TO READ YOU GUYS I AM SO HAPPY
oh god what the fuck,
everything is beautiful and nothing hurt,
shoot me now,
what the fuck y'all,
i cannot,
somebody stop me,
read all the things,
what is this i don't even,
i may be fucking hiiiiiiigh,
2012,
just so you know,
that's a terrible idea shirozora,
my life my creys,
i hate everything,
tv feeds off my brain,
all my feelings,
oh my god