help

[shirozora]

I was all pumped up and ready to roll with my pencil and paper, but I found this notebook from last year, and while it's got quite a few inspiring sketches it suddenly hit me that it felt like I was looking at someone else's sketches and admiring them.

I was looking at my drawings like they weren't mine, because I was asking myself, "How was I able to draw like that?"

Oh god.