Apr 19, 2005 10:10
Well people it's officially over. My mom wants a divorce. My dad is totally lost. And I... I'm trying to not think on it too hard. See people this is what happens when you have the perfect childhood. Fate slaps you in the ass as soon as it's done. I should be happy that I was perfectly happy as long as I was but damn what I wouldn't give for a time machine.
I honestly don't think that I can think of her as my mother any more. She's changed so much. I mean MY mother was a dedicated christian who preached morals and standards at me from day one. Who cared for the house and my father and me. I guess I understand kinda how she could crack. But in all honesty I really don't get it at all. I am very confused.
Leah, your mom rocks hon. Thank her for me again, would you. I promise I'll come see you soon.
I hope that I see all of you or at least hear from you soon becuase I don't know how I'm going to last the week without murdering something or doing major property damage.
Love you all. I need to change my music before I get uber depressed again.