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Er..i havnt updated in like, a million fucking years, i dont know what has been going on, except my computer being really messed up
i feel like shit right now, im really really really exhausted and i dont know why, i got like 6 hours of sleep, or something like that
oh!
and i had to sit through a church service today, it was alright i guess, i havnt been to church in like 2 years or something like that, but i guess its cool, i went with krystle and her friend sloan
stuff has just been weird lately, im going out with krystle, we have been going out for like 3 weeks and some days, shes cool and all, but sometimes i just get feelings from her, like she doesnt like me or something, i dont know, i just try to sit it out, but lately its been getting bad, i just get really negative vibes from her, and that really sucks, because i actually like her, she is like the first in a long time, that i actually like, i dont know why i am falling for her so fast, its weird, but its a good kind of weird.Shes really cool and everything, and she is really beautiful.I dont know why she would want someone like me, i mean come on, everyone knows me, they know what my past is like, they know how i look. Lately people have been pissing me off, cause they keep being like "Man, dont fuck up with krystle, dont fuck it up, dont be like you usually do"..and i keep trying to tell them that i am not like that anymore, but some people just dont listen.Ive even told her that i would never do to her what i did in the past to other people, ive promised her, but other people just keep saying stuff...saying stuff to me...to her..I just dont know what to say.I mean all i can do is promise her that i wont do it anymore, i think she believes me sometimes but i dont know
Well uh, krystle just showed up, so i am gonnas stop writing now
-Charles
i feel like shit right now, im really really really exhausted and i dont know why, i got like 6 hours of sleep, or something like that
oh!
and i had to sit through a church service today, it was alright i guess, i havnt been to church in like 2 years or something like that, but i guess its cool, i went with krystle and her friend sloan
stuff has just been weird lately, im going out with krystle, we have been going out for like 3 weeks and some days, shes cool and all, but sometimes i just get feelings from her, like she doesnt like me or something, i dont know, i just try to sit it out, but lately its been getting bad, i just get really negative vibes from her, and that really sucks, because i actually like her, she is like the first in a long time, that i actually like, i dont know why i am falling for her so fast, its weird, but its a good kind of weird.Shes really cool and everything, and she is really beautiful.I dont know why she would want someone like me, i mean come on, everyone knows me, they know what my past is like, they know how i look. Lately people have been pissing me off, cause they keep being like "Man, dont fuck up with krystle, dont fuck it up, dont be like you usually do"..and i keep trying to tell them that i am not like that anymore, but some people just dont listen.Ive even told her that i would never do to her what i did in the past to other people, ive promised her, but other people just keep saying stuff...saying stuff to me...to her..I just dont know what to say.I mean all i can do is promise her that i wont do it anymore, i think she believes me sometimes but i dont know
Well uh, krystle just showed up, so i am gonnas stop writing now
-Charles