For Eternity ( End )
Title : For Eternity (End)
Author : shirobara_93
Length : 2-shots
Pairing : Juntoshi
Rating : PG
Genre : Fluff (?)
Summary : Ohno has someone in his heart and even a smallest details that person do, moved his heart
Disclaimer : Sorry, I didn’t own them. Only the idea.
A/n : Actually planning for short ending. But don't know why, my hands can't stop writing last night, and here is it, quite a long story. Hope you enjoy the short ride. And glad to be able to finished this one today, as it also part of gift to the birthday boy. お誕生日おめでとう松本潤さん 🎉🎂🎉 Sorry for any grammar mistake or misspelling. English not my mother-tongue and there's still much more to learn. Feel free to let me know if you found any misspelling or grammar so that I can improve my writing skill ^_^
Happy reading \(^0^)/
[What happen next?]
I'm in my deep thinking while walking until I didn't realize that there's someone else walking in par with me and say,
"Hi, Satoshi. It's been awhile,"
He said it and I'm just stunned like a stone looking at him. Like you know it. I'm just in deep thinking which involves him and it's like 'puff' he comes out from my imagination and stand in front of me.
"Helloooo..! Satoshiiii!! Earth to Satoshi!!!" Oh no! My imagination just talk to me! But his voice not like it used to be. Oh, silly me. It had been like 10 years since last time I saw him, back in high school. Of course his voice would be slightly different. My imagination of him waves his hand in front of my eyes. It looks like a real human, not just an imagination.
He fish up his phone with his right hand while his left hand is on his back. He type something on his phone. My imagination of him is cool! He even has smartphone and calling someone. Wait a minute! My phone is ringing. I'm frown looking at unknown number calling in. I pick it up while staring at my imagination of him.
"Hello?"
"Hello, Satoshi," Wait! Why does his voice like him. Did my imagination just called me? It's weird. I tilt my head out of habit.
"Jun? You can talk?"
He just chuckles before answering me "Of course I can talk. I'm human, not a mannequin, and I'm not mute,"
I think my mouth make a big 'O' shape hearing to that. "So you're the real Jun? Not my imagination?"
Jun cut off the call and talk face-to-face to me. He lean his face a little bit closer to me. "Of course I'm a real one. But I'm interested on the word 'not my imagination'. Did you usually having me in your imagination?"
I close my mouth with my one of my hand. My other hand still pressing the phone to my ears. Did I said it out loud? About I thought he is my imagination? I can feel my ears getting warm. Probably my face already as red as tomato. Ohhhh... This is so embarassing! I feel like wanna dig a hole and burry myself.
"Are you okay?" He ask me with his charming smile. I'm just nodded a few times. Still can't talk. It just too sudden. He smiles at me without saying anything, with both his hand intertwined on his back. It's like he's giving me time to collect myself.
After I successfully composed myself (I guess so), I try to build some conversation while trying to sound as calm as possible. "When did you come back?"
He chuckles when he heard my cracking voice as I'm trying to cover my nervousness. Haishhh. I want to smack his head sooo much, if I have enough courage to do so. Didn't he knows, it takes soooo much courage to speak again to him? I'm just to shy to speak, even to held my head up high when I saw him years back then. It just a new accomplishment that I can utter that question, you know. I'm pouting. I didn't know if I did it only in my head, or I really did pout literally as he's still chuckling looking at me.
"Already home around a month ago. Need a longer time to set things up, to settle down," he answer. I know that he taking his bachelor course overseas and already graduated few years ago, and currently working at our neighbor country. We do keep in contact, through media social, and most of the time, it was me who asking him questions, to have a little chat with him. It also like few times in a year. Can still be counts with one hand.
Wait! Did I heard he said 'to settle down'? I think I also just heard my heart shattered into pieces. "To settle down?"
This time, my voice cracked to contains my shock and you can say a heartbroken voice. He still smiling brightly. "Yup. Settle down,"
Of course he would have someone already. Who doesn't want to have a boyfriend, or so-called future husband as handsome and good hearted person like him. He'd been away from home for long. Should have taken alike with someone along the way.
"Ouh.." I look at my shoes as it is the most interesting thing in the world. Now, I can really move on, right? I won't be waiting for him anymore, right? Don't want to force someone to like me as who I am as that is the worst thing to do. Just like a que, my phone ringing and 'Sho-chan' appear on the screen.
I scold myself as I totally forgot about him and our client when Jun bump into me. I want to say sorry to Sho, but I think I'll cry first before the word sorry comes out from my mouth "Gomen ne, Jun-kun. I need to take this call,"
I give my back to Jun and take the call. I didn't have time to say anything as Sho talk first when I swipe the green button. "I see, you already meet with our client,"
I can hear Sho smirking. My tear that threating to fall just stop from falling hearing to that statement. Client? Where? Who? I try to roam my eyes around to search for Sho, and there he is. 100 foot across the centre court of the mall, leaning to the wall with smirk on his face.
"Turn around," he orders me when he saw I try to get him.
"Huh?" I frowned hard in confusion and tilt my head. Trying to digest his order.
"Trust me in this. Turn around," he said it again and cut the call. I put my phone in my jean's pocket and turn around as ordered by Sho, to come to Jun still standing in front of me, just with a stack of black cardboard with him.
I tilt my head in confusion as he flip the first cardboard and give me time to read what's written on it.
'Hi Satoshi. It's been awhile wasn't it?'
He flipped the second cardboard.
'One said, 'I see you, when I see you'. It means when when I want to see you, I'll make an effort to have a chance to see you, right?'
I absent-mindedly nodded to it, and he chuckles to my action while flipping the third cardboard.
'And here I am. I'm back for good. To settle down'
I frowned at that. Why does he need to tell me that. Looking at my frowned face, he voice it out "Can I ask you a few questions?"
I look at him and nodded my head. He flip the next cardboard.
'Do you currently seeing someone?' There're 2 sticky notes, one written 'Yes' and another one written 'No' posted below the question. He motion me to answer the question with his eyes on the sticky notes.
"Can I take out my answer?" I asked while move my fingers to the sticky notes. He noded to answer me and I take the sticky note written 'No' and show it to him. I can see he become a little bit excited(?) He flip the next cardboard.
'Do you waiting for someone now?' There're the same Yes-No sticky note. I'm quite don't know how to answer this question. But I can be honest with myself, right?
I pluck the sticky note written 'Yes' and I can saw his face dropped a little together with his excitement. "May I know who is that person you waiting for?"
Did his voice cracked a little? I look at the stack of cardboard which just left with 2 cardboard. "Will my answer affect your decision to flip the last cardboard?"
He nodded his head. I want to frankly answer him, but still curious on the question of the last cardboard. What if I came to light about my feeling and he decided not to flip that board. "Can I just take a look first at the last cardboard before I answer your question?"
"Can you answer it first?" he plead to me. I just smile looking at him. Ah, now he's cute. "Why?"
"I don't want the last question affect your answer,"
"I promise whatever the question is, it won't affect my answer. Pretty please.." Of course my answer won't change since it already carved in heart for years. He sighs, looking down and flip the last cardboard.
'Would you be mine?' Together with the same Yes-No sticky notes like the other 2 questions before.
I smile looking at the question. Happy? It's understatement. I'm ecstatic! I want to jump around and tell the world that I'm the happiest person in the world to have my crush proposing to me. But then I look at him. He still looking down to his foot. I can sense that he's quite nervous. Than it comes to me. He's also human being, full with insecurities.
I take a step forward and pluck my answer with right hand while my left hand reach for his face. "What if the person that I've been waiting for now standing in person in front of me?"
I chuckle at his shocked face with my hand still caress his cheeck. His right hand rest on top of my left one. "Are you really sure? Not because you're triggered by my proposal?"
I chuckle and smiling at him. Give him some reassurance, while showing the last answer that I pluck just now. "I'm 100% sure and not triggered by your proposal. And look, I even have the answer to your proposal!"
I waved the 'YES' sticky note in front of his face. He face brightened immediately as he let go off the cardboard and scoop me into a bear hug.
I think my heart is almost out from my ribcage with the rapid heartbeat. This is the closest ever that I've ever been with him. And I not the only one with all the butterfly in my stomach as I heard his heart beating hard too. "Thank you so much, Satoshi. Or now can I call you Toshi? My Toshi?"
He leans off of me to see my reaction while still entrapimg me in his arms. My face heating up hearing that endearment. I hide my face on his chest and by then I hear other people clapping hand and chearing. I look around and just remember that we're in the middle of the shopping mall and our action already attract few, well scratch that, it's quite lot spectators.
"Congrats, bro!" Sho said while walking towards us. And to my shock, he grab Jun's right hand and shook it as Jun's left one still holding me. I look at Sho and Jun alternately. Jun look at me.
"Oh, didn't we told you before that we're cousin?"
"Huh? Cousin? Since when?"
"Pfft. Of course since we're babies, Satoshi. Jun is my mother's sister's son,"
"Then, all this while?" Please God, don't let what I think in my head become a truth.
"If you think that all this while Sho had been feeding me with your updates, yes, he is. I just comes to know that he's your roommate and when he show me your picture, and I'm confirmed you're my Toshi, I ask him to keep me update everything about you,"
"And what about you? Calling me your bestfriend, but never once you told me you've loved Jun all this while. You keep telling me 'He's this, he's that' without properly mentioned his name, until Nino-chan and Aiba-chan leak it to me yesterday,"
"What about today's client you talk about,"
"It was me, Toshi. Sorry to use this method to talk you out. Well, I'm kinda desperate when Sho told me, that you maybe move on if I didn't take any action,"
I just smile listening to their reasoning and mumble "As if I can,"
"Believe me, you're too oblivious Satoshi. There're people chasing over you, you know,"
"Like who?" Really? Is there anyone that attracted to me?
"Like Chinen-kun?"
"Yuri-kun? He's like a little brother I never have,"
"Yuri? Ooh.. Already on first name basis, I see," Oppss looks like someone is jealous. And he start fuming with jealousy when I didn't retort on that.
"Sho, lets find a place, like a cafe, place to sit down. I need to plan for our wedding,"
"Wedding??!"
"That fast?" I ask again.
"I can say it's quite late already when there're people start chasing over you," Jun start dragging me. Toward nearest cafe to have some discussion (?) I think. I just chuckle at his antics and took a bold action to drop a peck on his cheek. Looks like it's working, since he's stopping then look at me. I smile innocently at him.
"Okay, that's it. We can't delay the wedding anymore. You're too cute, too dangerous to be left alone"
Jun keeps on dragging me, with faster pace this time. I look at my back and saw Sho face-palming himself.
Okay, it didn't work. Peck-on-cheek tactic.
END.
I'll leave it to you all how you want them to get married later.
With love,
Shirobara
Author : shirobara_93
Length : 2-shots
Pairing : Juntoshi
Rating : PG
Genre : Fluff (?)
Summary : Ohno has someone in his heart and even a smallest details that person do, moved his heart
Disclaimer : Sorry, I didn’t own them. Only the idea.
A/n : Actually planning for short ending. But don't know why, my hands can't stop writing last night, and here is it, quite a long story. Hope you enjoy the short ride. And glad to be able to finished this one today, as it also part of gift to the birthday boy. お誕生日おめでとう松本潤さん 🎉🎂🎉 Sorry for any grammar mistake or misspelling. English not my mother-tongue and there's still much more to learn. Feel free to let me know if you found any misspelling or grammar so that I can improve my writing skill ^_^
Happy reading \(^0^)/
[What happen next?]
I'm in my deep thinking while walking until I didn't realize that there's someone else walking in par with me and say,
"Hi, Satoshi. It's been awhile,"
He said it and I'm just stunned like a stone looking at him. Like you know it. I'm just in deep thinking which involves him and it's like 'puff' he comes out from my imagination and stand in front of me.
"Helloooo..! Satoshiiii!! Earth to Satoshi!!!" Oh no! My imagination just talk to me! But his voice not like it used to be. Oh, silly me. It had been like 10 years since last time I saw him, back in high school. Of course his voice would be slightly different. My imagination of him waves his hand in front of my eyes. It looks like a real human, not just an imagination.
He fish up his phone with his right hand while his left hand is on his back. He type something on his phone. My imagination of him is cool! He even has smartphone and calling someone. Wait a minute! My phone is ringing. I'm frown looking at unknown number calling in. I pick it up while staring at my imagination of him.
"Hello?"
"Hello, Satoshi," Wait! Why does his voice like him. Did my imagination just called me? It's weird. I tilt my head out of habit.
"Jun? You can talk?"
He just chuckles before answering me "Of course I can talk. I'm human, not a mannequin, and I'm not mute,"
I think my mouth make a big 'O' shape hearing to that. "So you're the real Jun? Not my imagination?"
Jun cut off the call and talk face-to-face to me. He lean his face a little bit closer to me. "Of course I'm a real one. But I'm interested on the word 'not my imagination'. Did you usually having me in your imagination?"
I close my mouth with my one of my hand. My other hand still pressing the phone to my ears. Did I said it out loud? About I thought he is my imagination? I can feel my ears getting warm. Probably my face already as red as tomato. Ohhhh... This is so embarassing! I feel like wanna dig a hole and burry myself.
"Are you okay?" He ask me with his charming smile. I'm just nodded a few times. Still can't talk. It just too sudden. He smiles at me without saying anything, with both his hand intertwined on his back. It's like he's giving me time to collect myself.
After I successfully composed myself (I guess so), I try to build some conversation while trying to sound as calm as possible. "When did you come back?"
He chuckles when he heard my cracking voice as I'm trying to cover my nervousness. Haishhh. I want to smack his head sooo much, if I have enough courage to do so. Didn't he knows, it takes soooo much courage to speak again to him? I'm just to shy to speak, even to held my head up high when I saw him years back then. It just a new accomplishment that I can utter that question, you know. I'm pouting. I didn't know if I did it only in my head, or I really did pout literally as he's still chuckling looking at me.
"Already home around a month ago. Need a longer time to set things up, to settle down," he answer. I know that he taking his bachelor course overseas and already graduated few years ago, and currently working at our neighbor country. We do keep in contact, through media social, and most of the time, it was me who asking him questions, to have a little chat with him. It also like few times in a year. Can still be counts with one hand.
Wait! Did I heard he said 'to settle down'? I think I also just heard my heart shattered into pieces. "To settle down?"
This time, my voice cracked to contains my shock and you can say a heartbroken voice. He still smiling brightly. "Yup. Settle down,"
Of course he would have someone already. Who doesn't want to have a boyfriend, or so-called future husband as handsome and good hearted person like him. He'd been away from home for long. Should have taken alike with someone along the way.
"Ouh.." I look at my shoes as it is the most interesting thing in the world. Now, I can really move on, right? I won't be waiting for him anymore, right? Don't want to force someone to like me as who I am as that is the worst thing to do. Just like a que, my phone ringing and 'Sho-chan' appear on the screen.
I scold myself as I totally forgot about him and our client when Jun bump into me. I want to say sorry to Sho, but I think I'll cry first before the word sorry comes out from my mouth "Gomen ne, Jun-kun. I need to take this call,"
I give my back to Jun and take the call. I didn't have time to say anything as Sho talk first when I swipe the green button. "I see, you already meet with our client,"
I can hear Sho smirking. My tear that threating to fall just stop from falling hearing to that statement. Client? Where? Who? I try to roam my eyes around to search for Sho, and there he is. 100 foot across the centre court of the mall, leaning to the wall with smirk on his face.
"Turn around," he orders me when he saw I try to get him.
"Huh?" I frowned hard in confusion and tilt my head. Trying to digest his order.
"Trust me in this. Turn around," he said it again and cut the call. I put my phone in my jean's pocket and turn around as ordered by Sho, to come to Jun still standing in front of me, just with a stack of black cardboard with him.
I tilt my head in confusion as he flip the first cardboard and give me time to read what's written on it.
'Hi Satoshi. It's been awhile wasn't it?'
He flipped the second cardboard.
'One said, 'I see you, when I see you'. It means when when I want to see you, I'll make an effort to have a chance to see you, right?'
I absent-mindedly nodded to it, and he chuckles to my action while flipping the third cardboard.
'And here I am. I'm back for good. To settle down'
I frowned at that. Why does he need to tell me that. Looking at my frowned face, he voice it out "Can I ask you a few questions?"
I look at him and nodded my head. He flip the next cardboard.
'Do you currently seeing someone?' There're 2 sticky notes, one written 'Yes' and another one written 'No' posted below the question. He motion me to answer the question with his eyes on the sticky notes.
"Can I take out my answer?" I asked while move my fingers to the sticky notes. He noded to answer me and I take the sticky note written 'No' and show it to him. I can see he become a little bit excited(?) He flip the next cardboard.
'Do you waiting for someone now?' There're the same Yes-No sticky note. I'm quite don't know how to answer this question. But I can be honest with myself, right?
I pluck the sticky note written 'Yes' and I can saw his face dropped a little together with his excitement. "May I know who is that person you waiting for?"
Did his voice cracked a little? I look at the stack of cardboard which just left with 2 cardboard. "Will my answer affect your decision to flip the last cardboard?"
He nodded his head. I want to frankly answer him, but still curious on the question of the last cardboard. What if I came to light about my feeling and he decided not to flip that board. "Can I just take a look first at the last cardboard before I answer your question?"
"Can you answer it first?" he plead to me. I just smile looking at him. Ah, now he's cute. "Why?"
"I don't want the last question affect your answer,"
"I promise whatever the question is, it won't affect my answer. Pretty please.." Of course my answer won't change since it already carved in heart for years. He sighs, looking down and flip the last cardboard.
'Would you be mine?' Together with the same Yes-No sticky notes like the other 2 questions before.
I smile looking at the question. Happy? It's understatement. I'm ecstatic! I want to jump around and tell the world that I'm the happiest person in the world to have my crush proposing to me. But then I look at him. He still looking down to his foot. I can sense that he's quite nervous. Than it comes to me. He's also human being, full with insecurities.
I take a step forward and pluck my answer with right hand while my left hand reach for his face. "What if the person that I've been waiting for now standing in person in front of me?"
I chuckle at his shocked face with my hand still caress his cheeck. His right hand rest on top of my left one. "Are you really sure? Not because you're triggered by my proposal?"
I chuckle and smiling at him. Give him some reassurance, while showing the last answer that I pluck just now. "I'm 100% sure and not triggered by your proposal. And look, I even have the answer to your proposal!"
I waved the 'YES' sticky note in front of his face. He face brightened immediately as he let go off the cardboard and scoop me into a bear hug.
I think my heart is almost out from my ribcage with the rapid heartbeat. This is the closest ever that I've ever been with him. And I not the only one with all the butterfly in my stomach as I heard his heart beating hard too. "Thank you so much, Satoshi. Or now can I call you Toshi? My Toshi?"
He leans off of me to see my reaction while still entrapimg me in his arms. My face heating up hearing that endearment. I hide my face on his chest and by then I hear other people clapping hand and chearing. I look around and just remember that we're in the middle of the shopping mall and our action already attract few, well scratch that, it's quite lot spectators.
"Congrats, bro!" Sho said while walking towards us. And to my shock, he grab Jun's right hand and shook it as Jun's left one still holding me. I look at Sho and Jun alternately. Jun look at me.
"Oh, didn't we told you before that we're cousin?"
"Huh? Cousin? Since when?"
"Pfft. Of course since we're babies, Satoshi. Jun is my mother's sister's son,"
"Then, all this while?" Please God, don't let what I think in my head become a truth.
"If you think that all this while Sho had been feeding me with your updates, yes, he is. I just comes to know that he's your roommate and when he show me your picture, and I'm confirmed you're my Toshi, I ask him to keep me update everything about you,"
"And what about you? Calling me your bestfriend, but never once you told me you've loved Jun all this while. You keep telling me 'He's this, he's that' without properly mentioned his name, until Nino-chan and Aiba-chan leak it to me yesterday,"
"What about today's client you talk about,"
"It was me, Toshi. Sorry to use this method to talk you out. Well, I'm kinda desperate when Sho told me, that you maybe move on if I didn't take any action,"
I just smile listening to their reasoning and mumble "As if I can,"
"Believe me, you're too oblivious Satoshi. There're people chasing over you, you know,"
"Like who?" Really? Is there anyone that attracted to me?
"Like Chinen-kun?"
"Yuri-kun? He's like a little brother I never have,"
"Yuri? Ooh.. Already on first name basis, I see," Oppss looks like someone is jealous. And he start fuming with jealousy when I didn't retort on that.
"Sho, lets find a place, like a cafe, place to sit down. I need to plan for our wedding,"
"Wedding??!"
"That fast?" I ask again.
"I can say it's quite late already when there're people start chasing over you," Jun start dragging me. Toward nearest cafe to have some discussion (?) I think. I just chuckle at his antics and took a bold action to drop a peck on his cheek. Looks like it's working, since he's stopping then look at me. I smile innocently at him.
"Okay, that's it. We can't delay the wedding anymore. You're too cute, too dangerous to be left alone"
Jun keeps on dragging me, with faster pace this time. I look at my back and saw Sho face-palming himself.
Okay, it didn't work. Peck-on-cheek tactic.
END.
I'll leave it to you all how you want them to get married later.
With love,
Shirobara