Clover (One-Shot)
Title : Clover (One-Shot)
Author : shirobara_93 (watashi dayo~)
Lengtgh : One-shot
Pairing : Juntoshi, Ohmiya (One-sided), Sakuraiba
Rating : PG
Genre : Angst, Romance
Summary : Jun's life may seems perfect, but it wasn’t without his other half.
Disclaimer : Sorry, I didn’t own them. Only the idea.
Warning : Un-beta, unstructured grammar and lack of vocabulary (m_m)
Happy reading \(^0^)/
[Jun life may seems perfect, but it wasn’t without his other half.]
“This way, Matsumoto-san” assist one of the staff. Jun smile at him follow him until he enter the studio that is reserved for his CM shooting that day.
Matsumoto Jun. The popular singer that also have hall of fame in modeling world. Now, he even have been offered to endorse a few branded products. Jun knows that everything seems bright and sparkling around him. His perfect features, perfect body and also perfect life since he can get whatever that he wants. But that doesn’t seems to be that case for Jun. He far from perfect like what other people saw in him. It seems like that because he tried so hard to make it perfect. He may be gifted with the perfect features and body, but for him he doesn’t embraced with perfect life. His life far from perfect without his other half. His one and only one. His Satoshi.
He listen to the explanation given by the director and without his notice the shooting ended in blink of eyes. But, this end of shooting doesn’t means his schedule has ended. It just the beginning. He has to run for his TV promotion for his upcoming single, then recording of coupling songs, then a few magazine interview. That what had been brief by his manager, Sho.
Jun rushed downstairs as he knows his manager already wait for him. But his step halt when one of the staff calling out his name. He turn around and saw the staff that guide his this morning rushed to him and handed him something. Something that make smile blooms on his lips.
“You drop this when you rushed out from greenroom earlier, Matsumoto-san,” said the staff while handed something looks like bookmarks to Jun. Jun take it and thanks the staff before headed to his manager and enter the waiting white van.
To other people, it maybe looks like ordinary bookmark. But for him, it is his lucky charm. His omamori. The bookmark has clover in front of it and written ‘潤♥智’ on the back. Jun stares at the bookmark as the memory years ago come to his mind.
***
7 years ago...
Jun lie down on the grass, watching the clouds moves. Suddenly pair of hand closed his eyes following a peck on his forehead. Jun tried to hid his smile.
“Guess who is it,” Jun chuckled when his lover try to make his voice sounds big and deeper.
“No stranger will kiss other stranger’s forehead, Satoshi,” Jun said and captured Satoshi’s wrist and make him lie beside him. Satoshi stares at Jun’s face and landed a peck on that flawless cheek. Jun grinning at that action and face his lover. Satoshi rarely initiate such loving action.
“What was that for?” Jun ask him while his hand stroking Satoshi’s cheek.
“Sorry kiss,” Satoshi state while looking up to the sky.
“Sorry kiss?”Jun asking back.
“Sorry kiss because I made you waiting. My lecture got drag since Nagano-sensei lecturing a few students that come late to his lecture, just now,” Satoshi explain while playing with his finger. He never late before for their date. He know that Jun rarely mad at him but, he feels guilty making Jun wait for him almost one hour here.
Jun keep on stroking Satoshi cheek. He didn’t mad at him. Yet, the other takes it too seriously. But, watching at the guilty expression of his lover makes Jun want to tease him more. He suddenly stop his caresses and he notice the sudden change on Satoshi’s face. But, Jun continue his teases, “It won’t that easy to forgive such lateness,”
Satoshi lift his head to face Jun. His eyes get watery. Did Jun mad at him? He thought so. Before he could react, Jun’s lips already found his in sweet and slow kiss. Satoshi taken aback before smile to the kisses and close his eyes.
After a while, Jun broke the kiss but still leave their forehead connected “That what I take as my compensation,” Jun said and it makes Satoshi pout when heard it. But it later turns into a smile.
“And that what it called kiss. Your ‘sorry kiss’. Now can I get my another sorry kiss?” ask Jun as he try to capture his lover lips once again. But this time, Satoshi quickly rise before Jun could kiss him.
“Heee, why? My sorry kiss,” Jun asking with begging-sound-like voice. He love to see some rose colour on Satoshi’s cheek.
“Sa-chan,” tease Jun and it make the red colour spread all over Satoshi’s face. Jun know that Satoshi love to be called ‘Sa-chan’ by him, and it make him really happy since he is the only one that called Satoshi by that nickname. That also nickname that he used when he want to persuade the sulking Satoshi, or when he want to be pampered or pampering Satoshi.
“Kiss can wait. Furthermore, people will see,” Satoshi said with almost unheard voice and his face become redder. Jun can’t stand the cuteness anymore. He pulls Satoshi into his embrace and kiss his redden cheek.
“Let them see. So that they know that you are mine,” Jun whisper to his ears. Satoshi escape from the hug and lean onto Jun’s chest while playing with their intertwined finger.
“Looks! It’s clover! Four-leaf clover” Satoshi pluck the clover and show it in front of Jun’s face. His face looks so delight just like when kid just get some candy. Jun pull Satoshi back in his embrace and put the clover on Satoshi‘s palm.
“Do you know, why people really cherish four-leaf clover?” ask Satoshi while playing with the clover in his hand
“Luck?”
“That’s right. You know, each leaf is believed to represent some meaning. The first one for faith, second one for hope, third one for love and the fourth one for luck. You see, four-leaf clover is rare clover. So, I think it worth saying that who find it find the luck too,” Satoshi explain while playing with the clover in his hand. Jun placed his chin on top of Satoshi shoulder while listen to his lover explanation.
“Jya, let find one more!” Jun start searching for it and maybe today is his lucky day as he manages to find one and give it to Satoshi. Satoshi looks at him with confuse look.
“I give my luck to you,”
“Rather than you give it to me, it’s better if we share it, right?” Jun nodded to the suggestion and pulling Satoshi back to his embrace. He wants to treasure this moment the most. His moment with his Satoshi.
***
“Miss him?” Sho’s question brings Jun to reality. He smiles to his manager that also his friend.
“Had always, and will always miss him,” Jun said as he trace the four-leaf clover that imprinted on the bookmark. Their four-leaf clover.
“If you miss him, then why don’t you meet him?” Sho is right. If he miss Satoshi, he can right away meet with him. It is not like he doesn’t know what Satoshi doing right now. Jun secretly gather information about Satoshi after he left that man. It’s not that he want to left him, but he needs to. It is for the other’s future.
“You know right, that I can’t just simply meet him. Not after what I’ve done to him. There is high probability that he doesn’t want to see me anymore. If I’m in his shoe, I also don’t want to see my ‘ex’- lover that left me without a word. Without any explanation,”
“Then, why don’t you just explain what happen to him,” suggest Sho. He knows how hard for Jun to leave Satoshi. But he also knows the story behind it.
Jun just shakes his head and left the topic hanging as they arrived at the appointment place.
***
“Nee, Ohchan. Your secret admirer has arrived,” Aiba whisper to Satoshi’s ear. Satoshi lift his face and in instant their gaze met.
“What can I do for you, sir?” Satoshi asking without looking into the customer’s eyes. His hands busily arrange some breads in the basket.
“Don’t be too cold with me Ohchan. Nino. Call me Nino,” Nino lean onto the counter and keep staring at Satoshi. Nino knows that it’s hard to get Satoshi’s attention but he thinks that worth it since he knows one day Satoshi will be looking back at him.
“Hai, hai. What do you want, Nino?” Satoshi now looking straight into Nino’s eyes and that brings smile on Nino’s face.
“Have a date with me-”
“No.”
“Just once.”
“Still no,”
“So cold~” Nino faking his sulking and turn around to Aiba. “He’s cold right, nii-chan?”
Aiba only smile when looking at his brother. Yes. Nino is his brother. Half-brother. But that doesn’t make him love his brother less. Nino is 26 years old, same with Satoshi and he is two years older than them. Ever since he works at ‘Clover Bakery’ own by Satoshi, Nino keeps on bugging him and come over many many times. He knows that his brother love Satoshi. But he also knows that Satoshi treat Nino nothing more than just a friend. Satoshi once said that his heart belongs to someone else. But Nino is so stubborn and keeps on trying to pursue Satoshi.
“How about your work, Nino? You better finish it off rather than wasting your time here,” Nino sat down on one of the empty chair after put some breads in his plate.
“Wow, I don’t know that you are so caring towards me Ohchan,”
“I’m just being considerate,” Satoshi put down hot chocolate that Nino always order whenever he drop by.
“I just finished it and send it to my boss. Don’t worry, they definitely like it. Hmmm… as I thought, your bread is delicious. You could make hamburger also. I like hamburger,” Nino compliment even his mouth still full with bread.
“This is bakery, Nino. Not hamburger shop,” Aiba said from behind the counter. But not so long, his phone starts vibrating, sign for incoming call. Aiba look at the screen and smile blooming all over his face.
“Gomen Ohchan, can I take the call for awhile?”
Satoshi nodded with smile on his face watching Aiba disappear to the kitchen. ‘What is Jun doing right now? I also have the same look as Aiba-chan years ago. Overly excited whenever I got call or message form Jun.’
“I miss him,” without Satoshi realized, he said his thought loud enough to be heard by Nino. Nino just looking at Satoshi face. ‘You won’t be that lonely if you going out with me. I surely won’t leave you alone,’ but that thought only lingering in Nino mind only.
“Ohchan, you got customer,” Nino shout to remind Satoshi that there are other customer that he need to entertain.
***
Sho ended the call and take a look at his artist, his friend, Jun. He knows more than anyone else, Jun wants to meet Satoshi. He knows that Jun restrain himself. Therefore, he knows that he can do something to help Jun. Sho look back at his phone screen.
“I hope this will done good for them. Right, Masaki.”
***
“Nee, nee, Ohchan. Look at this. Cool right?” Aiba shove the magazine that he just bought in front of Satoshi.
“I also want to be like him. Looks sooooo cool and being cover front of fashion magazine. Ii na, being MatsuJun,” Aiba keeps on praising MatsuJun. Satoshi take a look at the picture. The man that he miss the most. His fingers touch the face. Even if he can’t meet him in person, but at least Satoshi knows that Jun doing great in his life now. Like what he said years back. When they are still together. Aiba watch Satoshi expression. He grinning on the idea that pop up in his mind
“Nee Ohchan. Do you know that MatsuJun will release his album soon?” Aiba’s question snap Satoshi out of his sense. He withdraws his finger. “Hmm. I know. It’s all over the news,”
“Ohchan is good in drawing right?” Satoshi looks in confuse but nodded to the question.
“Hmm, not that good but I think it is tolerable to be seen,” Satoshi chuckle for a moment. Aiba moves closer to Satoshi.
“How about we make some of his goodies?” Aiba eyes sparkling to his own ideas.
“Goodies? What kind of goodies?” Satoshi becomes more and more confuse with Aiba’s tension.
“Goodies. Like drawing in cappuccino, or on the cookies. Or even his portrait. You can hang it as our interior in the bakery,” Aiba tension get higher and it needs Satoshi to keeps him calm down.
“It hard, you know. To draw in cappuccino or cookies-”
“Doodle also good. No need to be that perfect,”
“Hmm… I’ll think about it. But for portrait, I don’t have his portrait to begin with,” ‘At least not the recent one’ Satoshi thought. He never tells Aiba about his past with Jun. He didn’t want to interfere with Jun’s success now.
“I think my friend has it. I can ask him and I think he will surely love to see your complete portrait of MatsuJun,”
“But, can we actually do that? Doesn’t we need to get something like permission from his company? And you think highly of me Aiba-chan. I’m not that expert in drawing, you know,”
“You can’t fool my eyes. I’ve seen some of your drawings and honestly speaking, they are beautiful. It totally will get high price if you sold them. For the other matter, I think it is okay, right. It’s not like we totally make a profit out of it. It is somewhat like token of appreciation from his fan, right?” Aiba keeps on convincing Satoshi. He needs to make it successful.
“Hmm… if you say so, maybe we can try it,”
“YATTA!!” Aiba just jump as he heard agreement from Satoshi.
“Hussh. Calm down would you, nii-chan,” Nino just smack his brother head. Aiba just apologize to their customers. They didn’t realize when Nino arrived. Nino takes a seat in front of them and grabs the magazine that they talk about.
“Hmmm…MatsuJun. Don’t worry nii-chan. I think you also suit to be a model you know,” Aiba turns around and see his brother. His eyes keep the tears. He ran to Nino and hugs his brother tight.
“Ninooo~~ I don’t know that you love me that mu-”
“They only can’t keep you long since your tension is high like this,” Nino cut Aiba and gain a tender smack from Aiba. Aiba pouts at hearing of his brother but that didn’t last long.
***
“Are you sure this is okay? Ohcan won’t get sue from your company, right?” Aiba open up Jun poster that is given by his lover. He got scare suddenly. What if Jun’s company sue Ohchan due to his idea? He don’t want Ohchan to get sued. He loves Ohchan like he loves Nino. He already thought Ohchan as his brother.
“Don’t worry Masaki, I will handle it before it get to the upper management. Don’t you believe in me?” Sho asking as he pull Masaki into his embrace. Aiba nodded and hugging Sho back.
Yes. He and Sho is lover and neither Satoshi nor Jun know about this. It is not like they want to keep it as secret from them, but they just think that it needs to be like this for a while. Sho get to know Aiba when he helps Jun obtaining information about Satoshi. From there, they slowly go out and that how they made it till now.
“Nee, Sho-chan. Why MatsuJun leave Ohchan at the first place? You can tell me now right, since I also get involved in this?” Sho let go Aiba from his hold and sit upright beside him.
“You know, Jun is older than Satoshi. When he just entering the entertainment world, Satoshi also just accepted into culinary school. At that time, Jun thought that everything will stay the same. But…”
***
“I want you to break up with him,” Just one phrase from the president make Jun stunned.
“Excuse me, sashou. Did I hear that you want me to break up with my boyfriend?”
“Yes,”
“But why? I think there is nothing written in the contract that I can’t date with anyone,” Jun try to stand with his opinion.
“Yes, I know that nothing as such written in your contract. But I want you to focus on your career. You just enter this entertainment world. What if suddenly you having fight with him? Doesn’t that will affect your career? Can you still keep your stance in this career? Can you promise me that you won’t waver whatever you future-fan would say about your relationship? About your lover? Can you promise me all that?” Jun try to think about what the president talk to him.
True. He can’t stand if other people talk bad thing about Satoshi because they know nothing about Satoshi. But can he really keep his cool during that time? “I want you to think about it thoroughly. But whatever your choice is, I still want you to have a break with him. But don’t think badly about me. It is not for forever. At least until your career is stable and so your emotion. You are too young to face it, you know,”
With that, Jun leave the president office. He is free that afternoon and already makes promise to having lunch with Satoshi. Sho that keep him company from meeting with the president just keep quite all the time. He knows that Jun needs time to think about everything. About his relationship with Satoshi. About his career. About their future.
Jun’s phone vibrating and he answer it without looking at who calls him. Sho just watch the changes in Jun’s facial expression. “Okay, I’ll go there now,” Jun look at him and he know that they won’t directly go to Satoshi campus now.
Soon, they arrive at a café and Jun dash out from the car. “I won’t be long. So, can you just wait here for moment?” That’s all Sho hear before Jun enter the café.
Sho just wait there but he can see clearly from the car. Jun meet someone maybe in his early fifty, with nice suit. Sho can’t see the other face since him having his back on Sho. But Sho can see Jun’s facial changes and later he just staring his lap. Sho don’t think that uncle scolding him but he does know that whatever that uncle said to Jun, it takes to Jun’s heart.
After a few minutes of talking and discussing, Sho see that uncle leaving Jun and move out from the café. Jun just sit still there. But Sho didn’t to go there. Maybe Jun needs time. And he gives him that. Not long after that Jun moves from his seat and walk towards the car. Jun sit without saying anything and Sho just droves them to Satoshi’s college.
“It is like the whole world against me. Why they want to break my heart like that? Am I that bad that I don’t deserve to be with the one that I love?” with that, tears rolling down his cheek...
***
“With whom MatsuJun met that time” Aiba ask while looking at his lover. Sho just watch ahead. Remembering every details that happen that day.
“Satoshi’s father. It seems that he also wants Jun to be apart with Satoshi so that Satoshi would focus on hi study. More or less like the president, Satoshi’s father don’t want his son to get pressure from the fans,”
“Hmm. Didn’t Jun talk about it when they met that day?”
“No. They didn’t met that day and days after that,” Sho playing with their intertwined finger, hoping that they won’t be apart.
“Hee? Did MatsuJun just left like that? Without explain anything to Ohchan? Poor Ohchan,”
“You know. It really breaks Jun’s heart when he knows that they need to be apart. And before he realize, thing already be like this now. He always thinks that it is too late to explain everything to Satoshi. He always thinks that Satoshi really hates him now because he left him without any notice. Just, puff, and he gone,” Sho sigh.
“I do think Ohchan would feel abandon that time. But I don’t think Ohchan hates MatsuJun. He just misses him. I think Ohchan still loves MatsuJun. If not, why he keeps on rejecting Nino. I’m not talking big, but I think Nino does looks good with Ohchan. Only if, Ohchan really loves him. But, if Ohchan still loves MatsuJun, I won’t interfere, though,”
“Nino? Your brother?” This time, Sho is the one who keeps asking.
“Yup. You know, almost every day he drop by the bakery and flirting with Ohchan,” Aiba keeps on giving on information. “But, do you know? Ohchan keeps ignoring him. He say he just consider Nino as a friend and as my brother. Nothing more than that. Doesn’t that means Ohcahn still waiting for MatsuJun?”
Sho only nodded, agree with that conclusion. “If you, who you would prefer Satoshi with?”
“Anyone Ohchan loves. As I said, if Ohchan really loves MatsuJun, I think Nino will think of letting go of him. But if, one day MatsuJun hurt Ohchan, I promise you I will urge Nino to steal Ohchan back,” Aiba said with such determination and it makes Sho chuckles.
“What are you laughing at?”
“You know, because you are like this. Because you cares for those around you. Because Masaki is Masaki, I fall in love with you,” Sho whisper as he lean on and kissing Aiba lips. Aiba just feels the love from Sho as his cheeks have shade of rose at hearing Sho’s words.
***
Their plans go on as planned. They put ‘MJ cappuccino’ and ‘MJ cookies’ on their menu and as expected it sells really well. Jun’s portrait also hanging on the wall as their interior design. Whenever their customer ask why all of sudden, Aiba just explain to them that they are MatsuJun’s fan and want to cheer him for his upcoming single release.
Aiba and Sho’s plans looks well since people start talking about Satoshi’s bakery. As promised, Sho will handle it before it reach company upper management.
***
“Jun, do you have time for a while?” Sho asking while checking Jun’s schedule.
“Hmm. You are my manager Sho. I think you know about my time more than myself,” Jun just jokes around him. He did think it is a bit off since Sho rarely asking him like that.
“You know, I got tip off about a place that doing something that I don’t think company will happy to hear that. Wanna go and see?” Sho try to attract Jun’s attention into their conversation. “They do something that involved you, you know,” And that’s done it.
“What they’ve done?” Sho can sense a little bit anger in that tone.
“I am not so sure. It just rumors and I think we can see it if it is really just rumors or not,”
“When?” Jun asking without looking into Sho’s eyes. He can’t let all his hard work ruins because of rumors. Not after he sacrifice his relationship with Satoshi.
“How about tomorrow morning? Your schedules only start after lunch. I plan to go before the place open. As you know, we don’t want your beloved fans know you wandering around town. It surely will cause vast chaos,”
“It’s okay. I’ll follow you tomorrow.” Jun said while stand up, get ready for his recording. Suddenly it hit him.
“By the way, Sho. Can I asks you a favor?”
“What?”
“About the single. Can I add another song? It will become the main title of the album. Can you arrange it for me?”
“New song?”
“I’ll give the lyric later,”
“If you say so, it’s okay then. Your album will release next month by the way. I think you still can make it on time.” Jun only nodded as response and move to the studio. Meanwhile, Sho send message to his lover with smile.
***
From: Aiba-chan
Gomen Ohchan. I forgot to bring the flour last evening. Can you bring it tomorrow morning. I’m afraid I can’t make it early in the morning.
Gomen ne… love you :3
Satoshi only smiles when he received that message. “Aiba-chan kawaii. It can’t help then. I will drop by tomorrow morning,”
To: Aiba-chan
Hai, don’t worry about it. I’ll drop by tomorrow morning.
p/s: Your love received ><
Satoshi calculate the times he needs to arrive at the bakery if he wants to open it on time.
***
As planned, Sho successfully dragged Jun to the store he mentioned yesterday. “Sho, wasn’t this-”
Jun words left hanging as he stands in front of the store. It is none other than Satoshi’s bakery. Clover bakery. Clover. It surely brings back memory. He really loves the idea when Satoshi chose that name for his bakery.
Without their notice, Satoshi also just arrive at his bakery. But he stands still behind them. He doesn’t how to react. He can tell that is Jun just by looking at his silhouettes. ‘Jun.’ He wants to say it aloud but decide to keep silent when he see the other man stand beside Jun open up files and pass it to Jun.
“This is what we got. I got to know that this bakery makes some cookies and cappuccino with your face as the drawing. They also hang your, as I can see self-drawing portrait, as their interior design. What do you think?” Sho asking for Jun idea and that is when he realize that Satoshi behind them, thanks to the door reflection. But it seems that Jun still doesn’t realize it yet.
Jun expression soften when he see his portrait. It’s written O.S at the bottom and it brings smile on his face. His finger lingering on the portrait picture. He feels so happy to know that Satoshi is the one to draw his portrait. “I thinks nothing wrong with it. Doesn’t it mean that I’m loved? To know this is Satoshi artwork only brings happiness to me. Nothing to worry, I’ll settle it with sachou. No one can harm my Satoshi,”
Satoshi drops his entire bakery’s preparation at hearing to Jun’s words. Jun never left him. Jun still loves him. Due to shock, Jun turn backward and left dumbfounded to see Satoshi there. There is his Satoshi. His other half. Jun step forward towards Satoshi while Satoshi stand still at his place. Tears running on his chubby cheeks.
“Sa-chan,” Jun whisper that name. It’s been a really long time since the last time that name slip from his mouth.
“Jun,” Satoshi runs into Jun’s embrace and sobbed against his chest. Jun smiles upon hearing that voice calls out his name. He has so much, so many thing to tell the other but only one thing slip out his mouth at the moment, “Sa-chan. Marry me please. I don’t want to be separated from you again. Always be by my side please. Forever,”
Satoshi sobbed getting louder but one thing for sure, Jun can feel countless nod against his chest. Jun tighten his embrace. Now he can feel complete again. With his Satoshi by his side. Nothing can separate them anymore. Not the company, not their parents. All their threat only works for their old selves. But now, they are mature enough to lead their own life.
***
“Matsumoto Jun new single album, Clover, has become the top chart with the song Clover, for 4 weeks now. This song has become hit ever since the album is released. It is said that the song is dedicated to his husband which is the lyrics had been written by Matsumoto-san himself. Even though information about his husband is not disclosed yet, but we all, his fans pray for their happiness. Now, let’s hear Clover by Matsumoto Jun,” the channel switch to Clover PV and the music surround Jun’s apartment. No. It is their palace now.
Clover
It’s you and me
You bring its meaning to me
You bring its love to me
One for faith
For ruining your faith on me
I’m sorry
One for hope
It’s a selfish of me
Hope for our future together
One for love
I still love you
Once and forevermore
One for luck
As you once said to me
Let’s share our luck
Not to give but share it together
Clover
It’s about you and me
It’s our love
It’s our future
One for faith
I have it in me
As I still longing for you
One for hope
For your heart still be mine
For our future in your mind
One for love
From me to you
One and only one of you
One for luck
To meet you once again
To hold you once again
To be with you forever
Clover
It’s about you and me
It’s our love
It’s our future
It is Satoshi request for Jun to conceal his information. The wedding had been held in church and the attendees’ only families, closest friends and people from Jun’s talent agencies. He didn’t want other people think he used Jun’s popularity for his bakery. Like being said in the lyric, let’s the luck being shared, not given.
“You know, sometimes I think your chosen word for the song is too cheesy,” Satoshi say it while playing with the spoon in his mug. Jun take those fingers and bring it to his lips. Red shade spread across Satoshi’s cheek since Jun’s eyes keep staring at him in lovely way. The one that surely will melt him away.
“That is my true feeling to you, you know. But that the last time I share all those cheesy words with everyone. For next time, it only between me and you. Right, Sa-chan?” Jun tilt his head to the side and keep on looking straight into Satoshi’s eyes. Whenever Satoshi try to avoid that gaze, Jun will held his chin and raise his head. That only makes Satoshi face redder.
“Now, wanna hear more?” Satoshi don’t have time to reply as Jun already carry him in bridal style toward their bedroom.
“The TV...”
“Let it be. Now let me have you,” Jun whispering with his sexy voice directly to Satoshi’s ear. It gives shiver down his spine but he didn’t deny it. Satoshi plant soft kiss on Jun’s lips that makes Jun taken aback.
“Sorry kiss and I love you” Satoshi said while trying to hides his face by his palm. Jun lay Satoshi down on their mattress before replied to his husband confession, “I love you too. But, as I think I need to show you how sorry kiss is done,”
And Satoshi knows, their night would be a long long one.
END
a/n: This is my first fanfic so I don’t really know what kind of genre and rating suitable for this fanfic. Please be kind with me. Gomen ne~
p/s: This fic is derived from my dream, but only the part when Jun in front of the store, plus with 'Tell Me Why' lyric. By the way, English is not my native language, pardon for any grammar mistakes and lack of vocab ne~
Author : shirobara_93 (watashi dayo~)
Lengtgh : One-shot
Pairing : Juntoshi, Ohmiya (One-sided), Sakuraiba
Rating : PG
Genre : Angst, Romance
Summary : Jun's life may seems perfect, but it wasn’t without his other half.
Disclaimer : Sorry, I didn’t own them. Only the idea.
Warning : Un-beta, unstructured grammar and lack of vocabulary (m_m)
Happy reading \(^0^)/
[Jun life may seems perfect, but it wasn’t without his other half.]
“This way, Matsumoto-san” assist one of the staff. Jun smile at him follow him until he enter the studio that is reserved for his CM shooting that day.
Matsumoto Jun. The popular singer that also have hall of fame in modeling world. Now, he even have been offered to endorse a few branded products. Jun knows that everything seems bright and sparkling around him. His perfect features, perfect body and also perfect life since he can get whatever that he wants. But that doesn’t seems to be that case for Jun. He far from perfect like what other people saw in him. It seems like that because he tried so hard to make it perfect. He may be gifted with the perfect features and body, but for him he doesn’t embraced with perfect life. His life far from perfect without his other half. His one and only one. His Satoshi.
He listen to the explanation given by the director and without his notice the shooting ended in blink of eyes. But, this end of shooting doesn’t means his schedule has ended. It just the beginning. He has to run for his TV promotion for his upcoming single, then recording of coupling songs, then a few magazine interview. That what had been brief by his manager, Sho.
Jun rushed downstairs as he knows his manager already wait for him. But his step halt when one of the staff calling out his name. He turn around and saw the staff that guide his this morning rushed to him and handed him something. Something that make smile blooms on his lips.
“You drop this when you rushed out from greenroom earlier, Matsumoto-san,” said the staff while handed something looks like bookmarks to Jun. Jun take it and thanks the staff before headed to his manager and enter the waiting white van.
To other people, it maybe looks like ordinary bookmark. But for him, it is his lucky charm. His omamori. The bookmark has clover in front of it and written ‘潤♥智’ on the back. Jun stares at the bookmark as the memory years ago come to his mind.
***
7 years ago...
Jun lie down on the grass, watching the clouds moves. Suddenly pair of hand closed his eyes following a peck on his forehead. Jun tried to hid his smile.
“Guess who is it,” Jun chuckled when his lover try to make his voice sounds big and deeper.
“No stranger will kiss other stranger’s forehead, Satoshi,” Jun said and captured Satoshi’s wrist and make him lie beside him. Satoshi stares at Jun’s face and landed a peck on that flawless cheek. Jun grinning at that action and face his lover. Satoshi rarely initiate such loving action.
“What was that for?” Jun ask him while his hand stroking Satoshi’s cheek.
“Sorry kiss,” Satoshi state while looking up to the sky.
“Sorry kiss?”Jun asking back.
“Sorry kiss because I made you waiting. My lecture got drag since Nagano-sensei lecturing a few students that come late to his lecture, just now,” Satoshi explain while playing with his finger. He never late before for their date. He know that Jun rarely mad at him but, he feels guilty making Jun wait for him almost one hour here.
Jun keep on stroking Satoshi cheek. He didn’t mad at him. Yet, the other takes it too seriously. But, watching at the guilty expression of his lover makes Jun want to tease him more. He suddenly stop his caresses and he notice the sudden change on Satoshi’s face. But, Jun continue his teases, “It won’t that easy to forgive such lateness,”
Satoshi lift his head to face Jun. His eyes get watery. Did Jun mad at him? He thought so. Before he could react, Jun’s lips already found his in sweet and slow kiss. Satoshi taken aback before smile to the kisses and close his eyes.
After a while, Jun broke the kiss but still leave their forehead connected “That what I take as my compensation,” Jun said and it makes Satoshi pout when heard it. But it later turns into a smile.
“And that what it called kiss. Your ‘sorry kiss’. Now can I get my another sorry kiss?” ask Jun as he try to capture his lover lips once again. But this time, Satoshi quickly rise before Jun could kiss him.
“Heee, why? My sorry kiss,” Jun asking with begging-sound-like voice. He love to see some rose colour on Satoshi’s cheek.
“Sa-chan,” tease Jun and it make the red colour spread all over Satoshi’s face. Jun know that Satoshi love to be called ‘Sa-chan’ by him, and it make him really happy since he is the only one that called Satoshi by that nickname. That also nickname that he used when he want to persuade the sulking Satoshi, or when he want to be pampered or pampering Satoshi.
“Kiss can wait. Furthermore, people will see,” Satoshi said with almost unheard voice and his face become redder. Jun can’t stand the cuteness anymore. He pulls Satoshi into his embrace and kiss his redden cheek.
“Let them see. So that they know that you are mine,” Jun whisper to his ears. Satoshi escape from the hug and lean onto Jun’s chest while playing with their intertwined finger.
“Looks! It’s clover! Four-leaf clover” Satoshi pluck the clover and show it in front of Jun’s face. His face looks so delight just like when kid just get some candy. Jun pull Satoshi back in his embrace and put the clover on Satoshi‘s palm.
“Do you know, why people really cherish four-leaf clover?” ask Satoshi while playing with the clover in his hand
“Luck?”
“That’s right. You know, each leaf is believed to represent some meaning. The first one for faith, second one for hope, third one for love and the fourth one for luck. You see, four-leaf clover is rare clover. So, I think it worth saying that who find it find the luck too,” Satoshi explain while playing with the clover in his hand. Jun placed his chin on top of Satoshi shoulder while listen to his lover explanation.
“Jya, let find one more!” Jun start searching for it and maybe today is his lucky day as he manages to find one and give it to Satoshi. Satoshi looks at him with confuse look.
“I give my luck to you,”
“Rather than you give it to me, it’s better if we share it, right?” Jun nodded to the suggestion and pulling Satoshi back to his embrace. He wants to treasure this moment the most. His moment with his Satoshi.
***
“Miss him?” Sho’s question brings Jun to reality. He smiles to his manager that also his friend.
“Had always, and will always miss him,” Jun said as he trace the four-leaf clover that imprinted on the bookmark. Their four-leaf clover.
“If you miss him, then why don’t you meet him?” Sho is right. If he miss Satoshi, he can right away meet with him. It is not like he doesn’t know what Satoshi doing right now. Jun secretly gather information about Satoshi after he left that man. It’s not that he want to left him, but he needs to. It is for the other’s future.
“You know right, that I can’t just simply meet him. Not after what I’ve done to him. There is high probability that he doesn’t want to see me anymore. If I’m in his shoe, I also don’t want to see my ‘ex’- lover that left me without a word. Without any explanation,”
“Then, why don’t you just explain what happen to him,” suggest Sho. He knows how hard for Jun to leave Satoshi. But he also knows the story behind it.
Jun just shakes his head and left the topic hanging as they arrived at the appointment place.
***
“Nee, Ohchan. Your secret admirer has arrived,” Aiba whisper to Satoshi’s ear. Satoshi lift his face and in instant their gaze met.
“What can I do for you, sir?” Satoshi asking without looking into the customer’s eyes. His hands busily arrange some breads in the basket.
“Don’t be too cold with me Ohchan. Nino. Call me Nino,” Nino lean onto the counter and keep staring at Satoshi. Nino knows that it’s hard to get Satoshi’s attention but he thinks that worth it since he knows one day Satoshi will be looking back at him.
“Hai, hai. What do you want, Nino?” Satoshi now looking straight into Nino’s eyes and that brings smile on Nino’s face.
“Have a date with me-”
“No.”
“Just once.”
“Still no,”
“So cold~” Nino faking his sulking and turn around to Aiba. “He’s cold right, nii-chan?”
Aiba only smile when looking at his brother. Yes. Nino is his brother. Half-brother. But that doesn’t make him love his brother less. Nino is 26 years old, same with Satoshi and he is two years older than them. Ever since he works at ‘Clover Bakery’ own by Satoshi, Nino keeps on bugging him and come over many many times. He knows that his brother love Satoshi. But he also knows that Satoshi treat Nino nothing more than just a friend. Satoshi once said that his heart belongs to someone else. But Nino is so stubborn and keeps on trying to pursue Satoshi.
“How about your work, Nino? You better finish it off rather than wasting your time here,” Nino sat down on one of the empty chair after put some breads in his plate.
“Wow, I don’t know that you are so caring towards me Ohchan,”
“I’m just being considerate,” Satoshi put down hot chocolate that Nino always order whenever he drop by.
“I just finished it and send it to my boss. Don’t worry, they definitely like it. Hmmm… as I thought, your bread is delicious. You could make hamburger also. I like hamburger,” Nino compliment even his mouth still full with bread.
“This is bakery, Nino. Not hamburger shop,” Aiba said from behind the counter. But not so long, his phone starts vibrating, sign for incoming call. Aiba look at the screen and smile blooming all over his face.
“Gomen Ohchan, can I take the call for awhile?”
Satoshi nodded with smile on his face watching Aiba disappear to the kitchen. ‘What is Jun doing right now? I also have the same look as Aiba-chan years ago. Overly excited whenever I got call or message form Jun.’
“I miss him,” without Satoshi realized, he said his thought loud enough to be heard by Nino. Nino just looking at Satoshi face. ‘You won’t be that lonely if you going out with me. I surely won’t leave you alone,’ but that thought only lingering in Nino mind only.
“Ohchan, you got customer,” Nino shout to remind Satoshi that there are other customer that he need to entertain.
***
Sho ended the call and take a look at his artist, his friend, Jun. He knows more than anyone else, Jun wants to meet Satoshi. He knows that Jun restrain himself. Therefore, he knows that he can do something to help Jun. Sho look back at his phone screen.
“I hope this will done good for them. Right, Masaki.”
***
“Nee, nee, Ohchan. Look at this. Cool right?” Aiba shove the magazine that he just bought in front of Satoshi.
“I also want to be like him. Looks sooooo cool and being cover front of fashion magazine. Ii na, being MatsuJun,” Aiba keeps on praising MatsuJun. Satoshi take a look at the picture. The man that he miss the most. His fingers touch the face. Even if he can’t meet him in person, but at least Satoshi knows that Jun doing great in his life now. Like what he said years back. When they are still together. Aiba watch Satoshi expression. He grinning on the idea that pop up in his mind
“Nee Ohchan. Do you know that MatsuJun will release his album soon?” Aiba’s question snap Satoshi out of his sense. He withdraws his finger. “Hmm. I know. It’s all over the news,”
“Ohchan is good in drawing right?” Satoshi looks in confuse but nodded to the question.
“Hmm, not that good but I think it is tolerable to be seen,” Satoshi chuckle for a moment. Aiba moves closer to Satoshi.
“How about we make some of his goodies?” Aiba eyes sparkling to his own ideas.
“Goodies? What kind of goodies?” Satoshi becomes more and more confuse with Aiba’s tension.
“Goodies. Like drawing in cappuccino, or on the cookies. Or even his portrait. You can hang it as our interior in the bakery,” Aiba tension get higher and it needs Satoshi to keeps him calm down.
“It hard, you know. To draw in cappuccino or cookies-”
“Doodle also good. No need to be that perfect,”
“Hmm… I’ll think about it. But for portrait, I don’t have his portrait to begin with,” ‘At least not the recent one’ Satoshi thought. He never tells Aiba about his past with Jun. He didn’t want to interfere with Jun’s success now.
“I think my friend has it. I can ask him and I think he will surely love to see your complete portrait of MatsuJun,”
“But, can we actually do that? Doesn’t we need to get something like permission from his company? And you think highly of me Aiba-chan. I’m not that expert in drawing, you know,”
“You can’t fool my eyes. I’ve seen some of your drawings and honestly speaking, they are beautiful. It totally will get high price if you sold them. For the other matter, I think it is okay, right. It’s not like we totally make a profit out of it. It is somewhat like token of appreciation from his fan, right?” Aiba keeps on convincing Satoshi. He needs to make it successful.
“Hmm… if you say so, maybe we can try it,”
“YATTA!!” Aiba just jump as he heard agreement from Satoshi.
“Hussh. Calm down would you, nii-chan,” Nino just smack his brother head. Aiba just apologize to their customers. They didn’t realize when Nino arrived. Nino takes a seat in front of them and grabs the magazine that they talk about.
“Hmmm…MatsuJun. Don’t worry nii-chan. I think you also suit to be a model you know,” Aiba turns around and see his brother. His eyes keep the tears. He ran to Nino and hugs his brother tight.
“Ninooo~~ I don’t know that you love me that mu-”
“They only can’t keep you long since your tension is high like this,” Nino cut Aiba and gain a tender smack from Aiba. Aiba pouts at hearing of his brother but that didn’t last long.
***
“Are you sure this is okay? Ohcan won’t get sue from your company, right?” Aiba open up Jun poster that is given by his lover. He got scare suddenly. What if Jun’s company sue Ohchan due to his idea? He don’t want Ohchan to get sued. He loves Ohchan like he loves Nino. He already thought Ohchan as his brother.
“Don’t worry Masaki, I will handle it before it get to the upper management. Don’t you believe in me?” Sho asking as he pull Masaki into his embrace. Aiba nodded and hugging Sho back.
Yes. He and Sho is lover and neither Satoshi nor Jun know about this. It is not like they want to keep it as secret from them, but they just think that it needs to be like this for a while. Sho get to know Aiba when he helps Jun obtaining information about Satoshi. From there, they slowly go out and that how they made it till now.
“Nee, Sho-chan. Why MatsuJun leave Ohchan at the first place? You can tell me now right, since I also get involved in this?” Sho let go Aiba from his hold and sit upright beside him.
“You know, Jun is older than Satoshi. When he just entering the entertainment world, Satoshi also just accepted into culinary school. At that time, Jun thought that everything will stay the same. But…”
***
“I want you to break up with him,” Just one phrase from the president make Jun stunned.
“Excuse me, sashou. Did I hear that you want me to break up with my boyfriend?”
“Yes,”
“But why? I think there is nothing written in the contract that I can’t date with anyone,” Jun try to stand with his opinion.
“Yes, I know that nothing as such written in your contract. But I want you to focus on your career. You just enter this entertainment world. What if suddenly you having fight with him? Doesn’t that will affect your career? Can you still keep your stance in this career? Can you promise me that you won’t waver whatever you future-fan would say about your relationship? About your lover? Can you promise me all that?” Jun try to think about what the president talk to him.
True. He can’t stand if other people talk bad thing about Satoshi because they know nothing about Satoshi. But can he really keep his cool during that time? “I want you to think about it thoroughly. But whatever your choice is, I still want you to have a break with him. But don’t think badly about me. It is not for forever. At least until your career is stable and so your emotion. You are too young to face it, you know,”
With that, Jun leave the president office. He is free that afternoon and already makes promise to having lunch with Satoshi. Sho that keep him company from meeting with the president just keep quite all the time. He knows that Jun needs time to think about everything. About his relationship with Satoshi. About his career. About their future.
Jun’s phone vibrating and he answer it without looking at who calls him. Sho just watch the changes in Jun’s facial expression. “Okay, I’ll go there now,” Jun look at him and he know that they won’t directly go to Satoshi campus now.
Soon, they arrive at a café and Jun dash out from the car. “I won’t be long. So, can you just wait here for moment?” That’s all Sho hear before Jun enter the café.
Sho just wait there but he can see clearly from the car. Jun meet someone maybe in his early fifty, with nice suit. Sho can’t see the other face since him having his back on Sho. But Sho can see Jun’s facial changes and later he just staring his lap. Sho don’t think that uncle scolding him but he does know that whatever that uncle said to Jun, it takes to Jun’s heart.
After a few minutes of talking and discussing, Sho see that uncle leaving Jun and move out from the café. Jun just sit still there. But Sho didn’t to go there. Maybe Jun needs time. And he gives him that. Not long after that Jun moves from his seat and walk towards the car. Jun sit without saying anything and Sho just droves them to Satoshi’s college.
“It is like the whole world against me. Why they want to break my heart like that? Am I that bad that I don’t deserve to be with the one that I love?” with that, tears rolling down his cheek...
***
“With whom MatsuJun met that time” Aiba ask while looking at his lover. Sho just watch ahead. Remembering every details that happen that day.
“Satoshi’s father. It seems that he also wants Jun to be apart with Satoshi so that Satoshi would focus on hi study. More or less like the president, Satoshi’s father don’t want his son to get pressure from the fans,”
“Hmm. Didn’t Jun talk about it when they met that day?”
“No. They didn’t met that day and days after that,” Sho playing with their intertwined finger, hoping that they won’t be apart.
“Hee? Did MatsuJun just left like that? Without explain anything to Ohchan? Poor Ohchan,”
“You know. It really breaks Jun’s heart when he knows that they need to be apart. And before he realize, thing already be like this now. He always thinks that it is too late to explain everything to Satoshi. He always thinks that Satoshi really hates him now because he left him without any notice. Just, puff, and he gone,” Sho sigh.
“I do think Ohchan would feel abandon that time. But I don’t think Ohchan hates MatsuJun. He just misses him. I think Ohchan still loves MatsuJun. If not, why he keeps on rejecting Nino. I’m not talking big, but I think Nino does looks good with Ohchan. Only if, Ohchan really loves him. But, if Ohchan still loves MatsuJun, I won’t interfere, though,”
“Nino? Your brother?” This time, Sho is the one who keeps asking.
“Yup. You know, almost every day he drop by the bakery and flirting with Ohchan,” Aiba keeps on giving on information. “But, do you know? Ohchan keeps ignoring him. He say he just consider Nino as a friend and as my brother. Nothing more than that. Doesn’t that means Ohcahn still waiting for MatsuJun?”
Sho only nodded, agree with that conclusion. “If you, who you would prefer Satoshi with?”
“Anyone Ohchan loves. As I said, if Ohchan really loves MatsuJun, I think Nino will think of letting go of him. But if, one day MatsuJun hurt Ohchan, I promise you I will urge Nino to steal Ohchan back,” Aiba said with such determination and it makes Sho chuckles.
“What are you laughing at?”
“You know, because you are like this. Because you cares for those around you. Because Masaki is Masaki, I fall in love with you,” Sho whisper as he lean on and kissing Aiba lips. Aiba just feels the love from Sho as his cheeks have shade of rose at hearing Sho’s words.
***
Their plans go on as planned. They put ‘MJ cappuccino’ and ‘MJ cookies’ on their menu and as expected it sells really well. Jun’s portrait also hanging on the wall as their interior design. Whenever their customer ask why all of sudden, Aiba just explain to them that they are MatsuJun’s fan and want to cheer him for his upcoming single release.
Aiba and Sho’s plans looks well since people start talking about Satoshi’s bakery. As promised, Sho will handle it before it reach company upper management.
***
“Jun, do you have time for a while?” Sho asking while checking Jun’s schedule.
“Hmm. You are my manager Sho. I think you know about my time more than myself,” Jun just jokes around him. He did think it is a bit off since Sho rarely asking him like that.
“You know, I got tip off about a place that doing something that I don’t think company will happy to hear that. Wanna go and see?” Sho try to attract Jun’s attention into their conversation. “They do something that involved you, you know,” And that’s done it.
“What they’ve done?” Sho can sense a little bit anger in that tone.
“I am not so sure. It just rumors and I think we can see it if it is really just rumors or not,”
“When?” Jun asking without looking into Sho’s eyes. He can’t let all his hard work ruins because of rumors. Not after he sacrifice his relationship with Satoshi.
“How about tomorrow morning? Your schedules only start after lunch. I plan to go before the place open. As you know, we don’t want your beloved fans know you wandering around town. It surely will cause vast chaos,”
“It’s okay. I’ll follow you tomorrow.” Jun said while stand up, get ready for his recording. Suddenly it hit him.
“By the way, Sho. Can I asks you a favor?”
“What?”
“About the single. Can I add another song? It will become the main title of the album. Can you arrange it for me?”
“New song?”
“I’ll give the lyric later,”
“If you say so, it’s okay then. Your album will release next month by the way. I think you still can make it on time.” Jun only nodded as response and move to the studio. Meanwhile, Sho send message to his lover with smile.
***
From: Aiba-chan
Gomen Ohchan. I forgot to bring the flour last evening. Can you bring it tomorrow morning. I’m afraid I can’t make it early in the morning.
Gomen ne… love you :3
Satoshi only smiles when he received that message. “Aiba-chan kawaii. It can’t help then. I will drop by tomorrow morning,”
To: Aiba-chan
Hai, don’t worry about it. I’ll drop by tomorrow morning.
p/s: Your love received ><
Satoshi calculate the times he needs to arrive at the bakery if he wants to open it on time.
***
As planned, Sho successfully dragged Jun to the store he mentioned yesterday. “Sho, wasn’t this-”
Jun words left hanging as he stands in front of the store. It is none other than Satoshi’s bakery. Clover bakery. Clover. It surely brings back memory. He really loves the idea when Satoshi chose that name for his bakery.
Without their notice, Satoshi also just arrive at his bakery. But he stands still behind them. He doesn’t how to react. He can tell that is Jun just by looking at his silhouettes. ‘Jun.’ He wants to say it aloud but decide to keep silent when he see the other man stand beside Jun open up files and pass it to Jun.
“This is what we got. I got to know that this bakery makes some cookies and cappuccino with your face as the drawing. They also hang your, as I can see self-drawing portrait, as their interior design. What do you think?” Sho asking for Jun idea and that is when he realize that Satoshi behind them, thanks to the door reflection. But it seems that Jun still doesn’t realize it yet.
Jun expression soften when he see his portrait. It’s written O.S at the bottom and it brings smile on his face. His finger lingering on the portrait picture. He feels so happy to know that Satoshi is the one to draw his portrait. “I thinks nothing wrong with it. Doesn’t it mean that I’m loved? To know this is Satoshi artwork only brings happiness to me. Nothing to worry, I’ll settle it with sachou. No one can harm my Satoshi,”
Satoshi drops his entire bakery’s preparation at hearing to Jun’s words. Jun never left him. Jun still loves him. Due to shock, Jun turn backward and left dumbfounded to see Satoshi there. There is his Satoshi. His other half. Jun step forward towards Satoshi while Satoshi stand still at his place. Tears running on his chubby cheeks.
“Sa-chan,” Jun whisper that name. It’s been a really long time since the last time that name slip from his mouth.
“Jun,” Satoshi runs into Jun’s embrace and sobbed against his chest. Jun smiles upon hearing that voice calls out his name. He has so much, so many thing to tell the other but only one thing slip out his mouth at the moment, “Sa-chan. Marry me please. I don’t want to be separated from you again. Always be by my side please. Forever,”
Satoshi sobbed getting louder but one thing for sure, Jun can feel countless nod against his chest. Jun tighten his embrace. Now he can feel complete again. With his Satoshi by his side. Nothing can separate them anymore. Not the company, not their parents. All their threat only works for their old selves. But now, they are mature enough to lead their own life.
***
“Matsumoto Jun new single album, Clover, has become the top chart with the song Clover, for 4 weeks now. This song has become hit ever since the album is released. It is said that the song is dedicated to his husband which is the lyrics had been written by Matsumoto-san himself. Even though information about his husband is not disclosed yet, but we all, his fans pray for their happiness. Now, let’s hear Clover by Matsumoto Jun,” the channel switch to Clover PV and the music surround Jun’s apartment. No. It is their palace now.
Clover
It’s you and me
You bring its meaning to me
You bring its love to me
One for faith
For ruining your faith on me
I’m sorry
One for hope
It’s a selfish of me
Hope for our future together
One for love
I still love you
Once and forevermore
One for luck
As you once said to me
Let’s share our luck
Not to give but share it together
Clover
It’s about you and me
It’s our love
It’s our future
One for faith
I have it in me
As I still longing for you
One for hope
For your heart still be mine
For our future in your mind
One for love
From me to you
One and only one of you
One for luck
To meet you once again
To hold you once again
To be with you forever
Clover
It’s about you and me
It’s our love
It’s our future
It is Satoshi request for Jun to conceal his information. The wedding had been held in church and the attendees’ only families, closest friends and people from Jun’s talent agencies. He didn’t want other people think he used Jun’s popularity for his bakery. Like being said in the lyric, let’s the luck being shared, not given.
“You know, sometimes I think your chosen word for the song is too cheesy,” Satoshi say it while playing with the spoon in his mug. Jun take those fingers and bring it to his lips. Red shade spread across Satoshi’s cheek since Jun’s eyes keep staring at him in lovely way. The one that surely will melt him away.
“That is my true feeling to you, you know. But that the last time I share all those cheesy words with everyone. For next time, it only between me and you. Right, Sa-chan?” Jun tilt his head to the side and keep on looking straight into Satoshi’s eyes. Whenever Satoshi try to avoid that gaze, Jun will held his chin and raise his head. That only makes Satoshi face redder.
“Now, wanna hear more?” Satoshi don’t have time to reply as Jun already carry him in bridal style toward their bedroom.
“The TV...”
“Let it be. Now let me have you,” Jun whispering with his sexy voice directly to Satoshi’s ear. It gives shiver down his spine but he didn’t deny it. Satoshi plant soft kiss on Jun’s lips that makes Jun taken aback.
“Sorry kiss and I love you” Satoshi said while trying to hides his face by his palm. Jun lay Satoshi down on their mattress before replied to his husband confession, “I love you too. But, as I think I need to show you how sorry kiss is done,”
And Satoshi knows, their night would be a long long one.
END
a/n: This is my first fanfic so I don’t really know what kind of genre and rating suitable for this fanfic. Please be kind with me. Gomen ne~
p/s: This fic is derived from my dream, but only the part when Jun in front of the store, plus with 'Tell Me Why' lyric. By the way, English is not my native language, pardon for any grammar mistakes and lack of vocab ne~