Jun 26, 2007 21:05
Ooooh, so my mom found out I was going on the computer all the time. XDDD
She's actually not as pissed as I thought she would be, she just cancelled my hair appointment (I totez don't care, I changed my mind about the crazy-awesome hair anyway; Im gonna wait).
She DOES, however, turn the computer off every night so that it's off all day. DX
So now I'm posting from my aunt's house. XD
Which I will be from now on. XD
UUUGGGHHH SO MANY WEIRD THINGS ARE HAPPENING IN MY LIFE AT ONCE
Well, least importantly FUCKIN" UZUMAKI-SAMA won't update Stygian. DX That better be a DAMN good chapter, Missy.
Secondly, I'm not going AX, much less, S.K.I.N, fer Chrissakes.
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And also, Good GOD. I don't even think I can go into detail about this on teh interwebzz. Axa, Emily, I was panning on telling you anyway (I need yur caringzzz DX) so I'll tell you on the weekend or seperatly over the phone or something, 'cuz I don't want to type it out)
Like... Zach came over the other day. And like, I guess he and his 8-month girlfriend had broken up a couple weeks ago. And I was, you know, consoling him and what-not, but secretly inside I was like THAT'S WHAT YOU GET. WHAT DID I FUCKIN TELL YOU. Anyway, so Tanner and his friend go in his room, so it's just me and Zach in the living room, and he's standing all close and he's all commenting on the fact that he's so tall now that his chin doesn't even touch the top of my head anymore and just AAAAUGH. I FEEL SO CUNFUSED.
I feel so... UGH. Confused, scared, hopeful, trapped, nostolgic UUUUGH I JUST WANNA CURL UP IN A CORNER. GOD.
It's been so long since we dated, you'd think I'd be OVER him by now. And fuck... ugh CRAP I so thought I was.
I didn't think I still loved him.
LAWL FUCK I NEED TO GET OVER THIS SHIT.
Oooh, I need moral support.
I need to be held.
DX
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In other greater news, I drew more RikuxSora.
It's really cute.
I think it's pretty beautiful.
It's not all sketchy and stuff. It's really neat compared to my other stuff. Or at least I think so.
stygian solace,
angst?,
art,
riku/sora