Ooooh man
Ooooh for Christ's saaake.
So, I just learned I can't go to AX. It's not even that that I'm upset about. Like...I've heven't been as into the whle aniem thing lately. I've been distracted by JRock. I was just excited to go with Axa and Emily. But I can't even go. I
m missing SKIN.
Seriously, I don't even know how to react to that.
I haven't cried yet.
My voice was wavering, maybe even cracking a bit, when I was talking to Axa on the phone.
I had to call to tell her not to buy my SKIN tickets, in the event that the sight EVER started to work.
It's totally my fault, though. My parents said that if I got anything less than a B I couldn't go. If I got one C, then it was negotiable, but I ended the schol year with two Ds. Or one high D - does it matter? - and a C. Totally non-negotiable.
So Emily lectured me. I told her I knew it was my fault, that I should've pulled my head out.
SHe said she knew I dodn'T want to hear a lecture, but if you ask me, I didn't care.
I'm glad she lectured me.
Glad to know she cared enough that I wasn't going to tell me off even when she figured I had heard enough from my parents.
I don't care; my parents lecture me too much. When Emily or Axa lecture me, I reallytake it to heart. Because it's not the same shit I hear all the time at home. And I feel like they really care that I'm missing out on this. I know they do even though they know it's my fault.
Oh well. Guess I'm really missing out this time.
So, I just learned I can't go to AX. It's not even that that I'm upset about. Like...I've heven't been as into the whle aniem thing lately. I've been distracted by JRock. I was just excited to go with Axa and Emily. But I can't even go. I
m missing SKIN.
Seriously, I don't even know how to react to that.
I haven't cried yet.
My voice was wavering, maybe even cracking a bit, when I was talking to Axa on the phone.
I had to call to tell her not to buy my SKIN tickets, in the event that the sight EVER started to work.
It's totally my fault, though. My parents said that if I got anything less than a B I couldn't go. If I got one C, then it was negotiable, but I ended the schol year with two Ds. Or one high D - does it matter? - and a C. Totally non-negotiable.
So Emily lectured me. I told her I knew it was my fault, that I should've pulled my head out.
SHe said she knew I dodn'T want to hear a lecture, but if you ask me, I didn't care.
I'm glad she lectured me.
Glad to know she cared enough that I wasn't going to tell me off even when she figured I had heard enough from my parents.
I don't care; my parents lecture me too much. When Emily or Axa lecture me, I reallytake it to heart. Because it's not the same shit I hear all the time at home. And I feel like they really care that I'm missing out on this. I know they do even though they know it's my fault.
Oh well. Guess I'm really missing out this time.