Fear of Aloneness

[shirlock_at]

Fear of aloneness takes over the soul
Overtaking the mind and heart
Leaving you empty, no one around
Saddened, low confidence, no happiness to be found

The urge, the excitement someone near
No more worries, no more tears
There’s nothing to fear
A companion, a partner, could it be love

Someone, something, finally no more waiting you see
Finally somebody to be with thee
The overwhelming joy, happiness
But why, what is this, what’s wrong with me
My heart a symbol of fire, with an undying flame
The love like a rainbow, how pretty it can be
Like to love birds nesting in a beautiful old tree

How come, why can’t u see?
How perfect we could be
The let down, the feeling of despair
Why can’t thy have you
Why can’t you be there?

My love to you
Like peanut butter to jelly
Why does it have to be hard?
So complicated to me
I love you, can’t we make it be
Lovers, partners till the end
A friendship unveiling
Rapped up in a bend

Complicated, work needed
However I pleaded
Outrageous, arrogant, enthralling too
Why can’t you see, I just want to be with you