lost
well im lost again At the beginnning of this . i was so happy to have the "single life " back though everythign would be so awesome . but its not , its more boring then anyhting else and now i no why being in a relationship is so aweomse when i was in a relationship i always thout oh single life is aweomse i can do whatever i want but now none of that even comes to mind my only prioriorty is to find someone else and not be single however my standards are off the charts when it comes to comparing ) or being bored out of my mind ,my nights are empty , just wondering what really is better . its so confusing how u think u want to be without soemome so bad but miss them insanely and everythign u think of or do has somehting to do with them and u actually want to run into them or see them on msn however dotn think u should be together but miss them entirely and want to know everythign theyre doing ( ive become a stalker ). and even though thewy make u so mad u just want to say i dont care about any of it and go to them but how , why geese , and like really why would u miss them when everytime ur togetehr u get seriouse and run ahhh single life and the torcher it is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!