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i have just spent the last few hours looking at grad schools online. not only is that fairly scary, but i have realized that i have no idea what i am looking for in a program! they all seem essentially the same... so i guess it comes down to the teachers. and how am i supposed to figure out which teacher i want to study with? in high school, i had the time to go to all the schools i was applying to and sit in on lessons and stuff... i really don't see that being a possibility next year, especially if i have to pay for it myself, which is how it is starting to look.
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