Further reflection upon today..
Gotta love my new icon, tee hee!! I'm such a whore, heh.
Let's see..
- I miss Andy dearly *sigh*
- I've been rather depressed lately. I think it's because I've been through so much in the last month and a half, and I never really had a chance to grieve over my last relationship. Don't get me wrong, I'm not using Andy as a rebound at all. But there are still some remenants of Josiah and I's relationship that I need to put in my past for good. There are still songs I can't listen to, movies I can't watch, and places I can't think of without memories of him popping in my head.
- With that said, I think Andy and I's relationship is very healthy, and a good thing for me right now. He treats me the way I should be treated (and sooo.. much better than I deserve), he respects me, charishes me, and never takes me for granted. Geographically, it's great, because we're making memories in new regions of NY, and I won't have to face the lingering memories I left behind in Cortland.
Gah, I should go to bed. I'm falling asleep here! Anyone for a snuggle?
"Do small things with great love."
-Mother Teresa-
Let's see..
- I miss Andy dearly *sigh*
- I've been rather depressed lately. I think it's because I've been through so much in the last month and a half, and I never really had a chance to grieve over my last relationship. Don't get me wrong, I'm not using Andy as a rebound at all. But there are still some remenants of Josiah and I's relationship that I need to put in my past for good. There are still songs I can't listen to, movies I can't watch, and places I can't think of without memories of him popping in my head.
- With that said, I think Andy and I's relationship is very healthy, and a good thing for me right now. He treats me the way I should be treated (and sooo.. much better than I deserve), he respects me, charishes me, and never takes me for granted. Geographically, it's great, because we're making memories in new regions of NY, and I won't have to face the lingering memories I left behind in Cortland.
Gah, I should go to bed. I'm falling asleep here! Anyone for a snuggle?
"Do small things with great love."
-Mother Teresa-