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I think seeing a therapist is making things waaayyyy worse than it was before. My mom is upset because I wont "open up to her" umm...thats whats the therapist is for. At several points today I actually wanted to give up on myself. Im tired and my head hurts. Sleeping is my only comfort...that and crying. I know there are so many people rooting for me and praying for me but I just cant take it anymore. If only God didnt look down upon suicide. Im in so much pain...physically, emotionally and mentally. Someone please end it all.