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I'm beginning to scare myself.
I feel like I'm becoming a totally different person. Usually, you don't realize this until after it's already happened. But I'm actually witnessing it, and well aware of the metamorphosis that is currently taking place. I can't do anything to stop it though. I guess I'm glad. It's hard to say. Certain things I love(d) are becomming passe to me now. On the other hand, things that I never had interest in before I suddenly do. Not a big deal, maybe, but actually, yes it is--when you've spent your past few years rebuffing the very things you now are unexpectedly beginning to embrace. It's a total and complete mindfuck, let me tell you.
It requires an absolute reconfiguration of your entire mindset.
Isn't growing up a bitch?
Also, I feel like a charlatan most of the time. Is that normal? Does everyone feel like that?
I want to hear your thoughts.
I feel like I'm becoming a totally different person. Usually, you don't realize this until after it's already happened. But I'm actually witnessing it, and well aware of the metamorphosis that is currently taking place. I can't do anything to stop it though. I guess I'm glad. It's hard to say. Certain things I love(d) are becomming passe to me now. On the other hand, things that I never had interest in before I suddenly do. Not a big deal, maybe, but actually, yes it is--when you've spent your past few years rebuffing the very things you now are unexpectedly beginning to embrace. It's a total and complete mindfuck, let me tell you.
It requires an absolute reconfiguration of your entire mindset.
Isn't growing up a bitch?
Also, I feel like a charlatan most of the time. Is that normal? Does everyone feel like that?
I want to hear your thoughts.