Its Pain
The last few days I've been sick and in a lot of pain. I'm so glad that I'm not addicted to pain killers because with this pain the pills don't even work. I realized that I am tired of being sick and easily agitated. I've been trying to think of ways to get rid of the pain and came to one conclusion: I'm going to have to go to the hospital tonight and get half my face cut off. Ever since I've been a small child, I've hated hospitals and tend to avoid them. I will help a friend once they get back home- I limit my visits to hospitals as much as I can. I hate hospitals! Tonight, however, I have to give in just so I can get out of this pain. I see no other way. Pain is a bitch. There is no other way to describe it. It takes control of your body, mind and soul. Its time to get rid of it. I'm going to the place thats worse than hell- the hospital. If I live through this you will be hearing from me soon.